Kanta na naman D:

Basket Case

Do you have the time
To listen to me whine
About nothing and everything all at once
I am one of those
Melodramatic fools
Neurotic to the bone no doubt about it

Sometimes I give myself the creeps
Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me
It all keeps adding up
I think I'm cracking up
Am I just paranoid
Or am I just stoned

I went to a shrink
To analyze my dreams
She says it's lack of sex
That's bringing me down
I went to a whore
He said my life's a bore
So quit my whining cause
It's bringing her down

Sometimes I give myself the creeps
Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me
It all keeps adding up
I think I'm cracking up
Am I just paranoid
Or am I just stoned

Grasping to control
So I better hold on

Sometimes I give myself the creeps
Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me
It all keeps adding up
I think I'm cracking up
Am I just paranoid
Or am I just stoned

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Ahaha sensya na kayo ha ngayon ko lang ineenjoy ang mga kantang ito kahit alam nating medyo luma na sila <.<

Para akong naging level 99! XD

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v168/valdeaunia/bapho.jpg

|\/|1CR0$0f7 \/\/1|\|D0\/\/$ L337

This one's not new, but heh....

Microsoft made a web page as a guide for parents in the world of l337sp34<, err.. I mean, leetspeak <_<

http://www.microsoft.com/athome/security/children/kidtalk.mspx

I don't know about you but...

z0mg l337 h4xx0rzz p\/\/\ j00!!!!!!

I knew it. Novvy was behind Microsoft's 3v1l l337 p4n$.

"LOLZ GIEV ME MACHEIN GUN PLZ?"

...

It's already 12:30 in the morning, and I'm still waiting for my classmate's e-mail containing the survey questions and results for our research/lecture in our Filipi2 class. <_<

Pfft. It's my fault anyways. I forgot to make a backup copy of my research, plus I didn't ask my groupmates before.

So now I'm cramming again. >_<

Ok, I'll just wait... On the meantime, I'll just raise my posts in Ragnaboards. Teehee, less than a hundred post to go before I reach the Baphomet post rank hehe.

Hmm... wait a minute... it's 12:30 now?

WTF it's Sunday already? Damn. -o-

Happy Easter everyone!

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Ahh, nakalimutan kong ipost dito nung March 14 na White Day pala.

What's White Day, you ask? Then go here: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/White_Day

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Gawd I really sound like a badly dubbed anime. (according to Jaykie XD)

At least it's better than being called "gay" <_< *cough*03*cough*

Place for My Head

I watch how the moon sits in the sky in the dark night
Shining with the light from the sun
The sun doesn't give life to the moon assuming
The moon's gonna owe it one
It makes me think of how you act to me, you do
Favors and then rapidly
Just turn around and start asking me about
Things that you want back from me

I'm sick of the tension, sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place to feed your greed-
While I find a place to rest

I want to be in another place
I hate when you say you don't understand
(You'll see it's not meant to be)
I want to be in the energy, not with the enemy
A place for my head

Maybe someday I'll be just like you and
Step on people like you do
And run away from the people I thought I knew
I remember back then who you were
You used to be calm, used to be strong
Used to be generous but you should've known
That you'd wear out your welcome and now you see
How quiet it is all alone

I'm so sick of the tension, sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place to feed your greed,
While I find a place to rest
I'm so sick of the tension, sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place to feed your greed,
While I find a place to rest

I want to be in another place
I hate when you say you don’t understand
(You’ll see it's not meant to be)
I want to be in the energy, not with the enemy
A place for my head

You try to take the best of me,
Go away...

I want to be in another place
I hate when you say you don’t understand
(You’ll see it's not meant to be)
I want to be in the energy, not with the enemy
A place for my head

I am so sick of the tension, sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place to feed your greed,
While I find a place to rest

I am so sick of the tension, sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place to feed your greed,
While I find a place to rest



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Wala lang. Nakikinig na naman ako sa Hybrid Theory ng Linkin Park x_x

- Pumunta kami nung sabado sa Sangley Point Naval Base sa Cavite bilang parte ng (huling) ROTC training namin. Nung una ay nagkaroon kami ng isang tour sa loob ng pinakamalaking battleship ng Phil. Navy, ang BF (di ko na maalala yung abbreviation sa unahan) Rajah Humabon.

As expected, may kalumaan nga ang barkong iyon. Ibinigay lang pala yun ng mga Amerikano matapos pagsawaan noong World War 2 hahaha XD Ang nagustuhan ko sa barkong iyon ay yung mga artilliery niya, yung mga anti-air guns nya hehehe... Sayang nga lang at di ko na-try hands-on ang pag-operate nung mga baril :(

- Pagkatapos ng lunch namin ay dumiretso kami sa isa pang base. Maaaring nakalimutan ko na yung pangalan ng lugar na iyon, pero di ko makakalimutan kung para saan ang base na iyon:

Training camp ng Philippine Navy Seals.

Nagkaroon ng demonstration doon. Unang pumasok ang isang grupo ng mga kalalakhang may dalang sandata: yung isa naka-sniper rifle, yung isa naka-M16, yung isa naka-machine gun, at yung isa naman ay naka-M203. (isang M-16 plus Grenade Launcher)

Sunod namang nag-demo ay yung apat na trainee na nakpakita ng kanilang ayon sa officer ay "pangaraw-araw na gawain": ang dumaan sa kanilang obstacle course. Isang napakahaba at masasabing "grueling" na obstacle course.

Pagkatapos naman ay may apat na namang dumating... dalawang naka-scuba gear at may dalang iba't-ibang apparatus, isang explosives expert na mukhang engineer sa Command and Conquer, at isang... err... oops nakalimutan ko <_<

Sunod ay may dalawang lalaki na nagdemo ng rapelling... isang normal na rapelling at isang nag-lizard crawl (yung una ang ulo)... asti talaga yung nag-lizard crawl, dire-diretso yung pagbaba nya @_@

Lastly, apat na namang sundalo ang nag-demo ng CQB, o Close-Quarter Battle. Astigin yung demo nila, gumamit sila ng totoong smoke grenade at live ammunition <3

-Habang nagpe-prepare para sa graduation namin, sinabi ng isang officer na pwede daw naming i-try yung rapelling at ang m-16 firing.

M-16 FIRING!!! XD

Sa pangalawang pagkakataon ay sinubukan ko na namang magpaputok ng M-16! Kahit na hindi silouhette target (yung tulad ng ginamit namin dati) ang ginamit namin at tatlong shots lang ang ginawa namin, ayos lang dahil nakapagpaputok ako ng walang takip sa tenga! XD

Ang problema nga lang ay halos isang oras na merong mahabang beep sa tenga ko >_<>o<

- Nakakainggit yung ibang cadets, nakapagpapicture sila ng hawak yung M203 T___T Inggit na inggit talaga ako :( Ang ganda sanang picture for Friendster hehehe XD

- At sa wakas, ginawa na yung graduation namin. Sayang nga lang at wala akong nakuhang award. Pero ayos lang, masaya naman ako sa ROTC e.

- Para sa mga kasama ko sa Model Batallion, maraming maraming salamat sa inyo. Maraming salamat sa dalawang term na pagsasama. Pagkatapos ng mga mahabang pagbababad sa araw, mga mahihirap na training, patuloy pa rin tayong lumaban. Napatunayan natin iyon sa ating mga sarili bilang mga miyembro ng Model Batallion. Muli, maraming salamat. :)




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Isang malaking Off-Topic #1:

Amfness, talo si Pacquiao.

Round 3 na sa TV (Channel 9) nang malaman ko through Yahoo Sports na natalo si Pacquiao by an unanimous decision mula kay Morales :(


Off-Topic #2:

Ok, sasabihin ko na,

Napaka-weird talaga. I haven't heard from her in weeks, Kahit ang blog nya di na nya ina-update. I wonder what happened to her and what she's doing?

A song dedicated to myself

A Certain Shade of Green

A certain shade of green, tell me, is that what you need?
All signs around say move ahead.
Could someone please explain to me your ever present lack of speed?
Are your muscles bound by ropes?
Or do crutches cloud your day?
My sources say the road is clear,
and street signs point the way.

Are you gonna stand around till 2012 A.D.?
What are you waiting for,
A certain shade of green?
I think I grew a gray watching you procrastinate.
What are you waiting for,
A certain shade of green?

Would a written invitation signed, "Choose now or lose it all," sedate your hesitation?
Or inflame and make you stall?
You've been raised in limitation, but that glove never fit quite right.
The time has come for hand-me-downs, choose anew, please evolve, take flight

Are you gonna stand around till 2012 A.D.?
What are you waiting for,
A certain shade of green?
I think I grew a gray watching you procrastinate.
What are you waiting for,
A certain shade of green?

What are you waiting for?
A written invitation?
A public declaration?


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Ok enough with your line-of-60 grades already :(

"Now! This is it! Now is the time to choose! Die and be free of pain or live and fight your sorrow! Now is the time to shape your stories! Your fate is in your hands!"


- Kuja, from Final Fantasy IX


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Hahaha wala na talaga akong maipost <_<

Aba isa pang kanta

Torete
Moonstar88

Sandali na lang, maari bang pagbigyan
Aalis na nga, maaari bang hawakan ang iyong mga kamay
Sana ay maabot ang langit
Ang 'yong mga ngiti, sana ay masilip

Huwag kang mag-alala
'Di ko ipipilit sa 'yo
Kahit na lilipad
Ang isip ko'y torete sa 'yo

Ilang gabi pa nga lang nang tayo'y pinagtagpo
Na parang may tumulak, nanlalamig, nanginginig na ako
Akala ko nung una, may bukas ang ganito
Mabuti pang umiwas pero salamat na rin at nagtagpo

Torete, torete, torete ako
Torete, torete, torete sa 'yo

Huwag kang mag-alala
'Di ko ipipilit sa 'yo
Kahit na lilipad
Ang isip ko'y torete sa 'yo

Torete, torete, torete ako
Torete, torete, torete ako


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ANLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
BBBBOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!

D:<

I Miss You
by Incubus

To see you, when I wake up is a gift
I didn't think could be real.
To know that you feel the same as I do is a three-fold utopian dream.
You do something to me that I can't explain.
So would I be out of line if I said,
I miss you.

I see your picture,
I smell your skin on the empty pillow next to mine.
You have only been gone ten days,
but already I'm wastin away.
I know I'll see you again whether far or soon.
But I need you to know
that I care and I miss you.

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Ok I'm procrastinating again. Never mind. <_<

Ang kawawang procrastinator

http://dictionary.reference.com/search?q=procrastinator

pro·cras·ti·nate (pr-krst-nt, pr-)
v. pro·cras·ti·nat·ed, pro·cras·ti·nat·ing, pro·cras·ti·nates
v. intr.
To put off doing something, especially out of habitual carelessness or laziness.

v. tr.
To postpone or delay needlessly.

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Pagkatapos ng lagpas anim na oras, nandito pa rin ako sa harap ng computer, nagpro-procastinate sa aking machine project sa C++. :(

Hanggang ngayon di pa rin ako tapos, kahit sa prime factorization man lang. (Basahin: sa Thursday na ang pasahan, prime factorization at operation of fractions ang gagawin ko, tapos aayusin ko pa yung program, etc., etc...)

Anyways, gaya nga ng sinabi ko, ako ay nagpo-procastinate. Iniisip ko, meron akong ginagawa para sa project. Halimbawa, kunyari nag-iisip na ako ng ideya para sa mga gagamiting codes, pero sa totoo ay nagliliwaliw lang ang isip ko. Halimbawa rin ay kunyari ginagawa ko na yung codes, pero nandito ako, nag-iinternet at nagta-type para sa blog post na ito. (Pero pramis gumagawa talaga ako! D:)

Mahirap yung project. Well, para sa akin na tipong nag-umpisa nang malabuan sa subject. Nung umpisa, ok lang siya, kaya naman. Tapos biglang gumulo (to be specific, doon na sa parte na puro loops na <_<). Ni hindi na nga ako makarelate at di ko na maintindihan yung mga pinag-uusapan ng mga kaklase ko e. Tapos ayun, wala na, pakiramdam ko babagsak na ako sa subject na iyon. Kung hindi bagsak e siguradong mababang grade.

Hay. Mababang grade. :(

Nakakahiya ito. Nag-aaral pa man din ako sa La Salle, tapos ganito inaasal ko. Tapos isa pa ako sa mga pinakamababa sa block. (totoo naman e :( ) Tapos yung mga kasama ko e mga taong dean's lister (at sa mga "almost" dean's lister na rin), habang ako e nagmumukmok sa 2.xx na GPA.

Aba, Commat pa lang 'to ha! Paano pa kaya yung ibang subjects? (*coug*Inphil*cough*Filipi2*cough*)

Hay, kasi naman may importanteng gagawin sa computer, iba naman ang ginagawa. Nagme-messageboards. Nagcha-chat sa YM. Nakikinig ng musika. Nagfi-Friendster. D:

Kung hindi naman sa computer, nagpo-procastinate pa rin ako. Kung anu-ano ginagawa. Minsan naman, gagawa sa isang subject. Kapag tinamad, sa isang subject naman. Patuloy yan hanggang sa maguguluhan na ako sa kung anong subject ang gagawin ko.

Ahh naguguluhan na ako! D: Parang ayoko na mag-aral! D: T__T Ang hirap ng kolehiyo!

Pero ayos lang (anlabo #-o), magagawan ko rin ng paraan ito. Isa pa, lilipas din ito. Dadating at dadating pa ang ibang mas mahirap na subject. Ibig sabihin maraming paghihirap at pagsisikap (at procrastination <_<) din ang dadating.

Basta, sige aral lang. Kailangang magsikap. Kailangang magbasa ng marami. Kailangang... err.. kailangang... kumain ng marami. Matulog ng maaga. Manood ng TV. Di ko na alam ang sinasabi ko. Basta. :\

At your service bay D:

Ako Si M16 (by Jr. Kilat)

Ani-a na... mga higala palit na kamo...

Chorus:

Ako si m16 at your service bay
Aduna pud koy anak, si baby armalite
Ako si m16 at your service bay
Aduna pud koy anak, si baby armalite

Ang akong mga bala, hastang perting baratoha
Ayaw lang katingala kong supplyer di mag paila
Ang akong mga bala, hastang perting baratoha
Ayaw lang katingala kong supplyer di mag paila

Buy one take one kung walay gira
Presyo times two kung election ug kudeta
Buy one take one kung walay gira
Presyo times two kung election ug kudeta

Rattatatat tat tat tat tat tat ta ta tat
Tat tat tat tat...
Bang bang bang bang bang bang bang... bang!

Kini si m203, kini m203
Ang bala kusgan kini si m203
Kini si m203, kini m203
Ang bala kusgan kini si m203

Rattatatat tat tat tat tat tat ta ta tat
Tat tat tat tat...
Bang bang bang bang bang bang bang... bang!

Ako si m16 at your service bay
Aduna pud koy anak, si baby armalite
Ako si m16 at your service bay
Aduna pud koy anak, si baby armalite

Rattatatat tat tat tat tat tat ta ta tat
Tat tat tat tat...

Ra ta ta ta tat....

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This song just screamed "Welcome back to NU107!" to me. <_<

It doesn't get any worse than this... <_<

I woke up this morning only to realize one thing: I forgot to tell my brother to install Microsof Visual C++ on our computer (he reformatted it <_<).

Damn, just when I was about to start on my machine project in Commat. I didn't go to my blockmate's debut just to do it, and I thought I'll be working my ass on that project throught the whole weekend.

My brother went to an overnight retreat (maybe) provided by the pastoral office in CSB. According to my dad, he'll (my brother) probably get home by around Sunday night.

Sunday night... hmm... and to think my project's submission is on Thursday. :
ZOMG!!!!!!!!!! HELP ME (again) CAPTAIN CRAMMING!!!!! D:

Gah, it's my own fucking fault :(