The thing that I've been trying not to do anymore

Tonight, I ran away crying again.

...Cause If one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin' maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on the corner of the street...

- from The Script's 'The Man Who Can't Be Moved'

Ironically, I learned about the lyrics of this song from her.

Re-Introduction

Hello. My name is Irwin, and I am the original author of this blog. And as you would notice, yes, it's been more than 2 years since I last updated this place.

I have my reasons for coming back here. First of all, I wanted a place where I could vent out anything without people knowing. I could just easily talk about this with someone, or make a blog post in my Multiply account and let everyone know about it. But the thing is, I want a place such that when I put something here, I don't have to worry about people thinking whether this was too dramatic, or thinking that it's just for a good laugh to them, or people thinking negatively about me. Furthermore, I found Multiply to be too crowded for these kind of stuff.

So I have decided to put those things here, those posts that I can say something without worrying about anyone. I don't care if they get to read this or not - the point is, at least I was able to say the truth and what I feel. Melodramatic, I know. But this is this blog's new purpose.

It's not that I am hiding from anyone. I'm just afraid that if for example I posted it in my Multiply and said something stupid, they will get mad immediately. I know, the same thing can also happen here. But at least it's not too blatant. See where I'm going here?

I also want to dedicate this blog's re-introduction to her. Anne has been my new inspiration throughout this year, although she only knew what I feel for her after 7 months. A lot has happened since then.

So, here we go...