Masamune Djinn

2009-10-02T23:33:00.003+08:00

Minsan, nagtataka na ako kung hanggang kailan kang magiging ganyan.

Kapag sinabi ko bang 'wala na akong feeling sa iyo', magbabago ba ang lahat at uumpisahan mo na akong tratuhin na tulad sa ibang tao?

Pag kausap mo ang lahat, ang saya-saya mo. Nakakahawa ang ngiti at tawa mo. Lumalabas ang pagka-sweet mo. Pero pag ako ang kausap mo, ang dating sa akin ng itsura mo ay para akong isang makasalanan. Para bang may ginawa akong matinding kamalian sa mundo.

Hindi kita masisisi dahil hanggang ngayon naiilang ka pa rin. Gusto ko lang maglabas ng hinanaing. Gusto ko lang sabihin to. Nakakalungkot kasi. Wala akong karapatang magalit... pero sana meron akong karapatan para malungkot.

Mahal na mahal kita. At yan ang dahilan kung bakit nasasaktan pa rin ako.

The thing that I've been trying not to do anymore

2009-09-16T02:51:00.001+08:00

Tonight, I ran away crying again.

2009-09-15T18:54:00.005+08:00

...Cause If one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin' maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on the corner of the street...

- from The Script's 'The Man Who Can't Be Moved'

Ironically, I learned about the lyrics of this song from her.

Re-Introduction

2009-09-15T02:32:00.003+08:00

Hello. My name is Irwin, and I am the original author of this blog. And as you would notice, yes, it's been more than 2 years since I last updated this place.

I have my reasons for coming back here. First of all, I wanted a place where I could vent out anything without people knowing. I could just easily talk about this with someone, or make a blog post in my Multiply account and let everyone know about it. But the thing is, I want a place such that when I put something here, I don't have to worry about people thinking whether this was too dramatic, or thinking that it's just for a good laugh to them, or people thinking negatively about me. Furthermore, I found Multiply to be too crowded for these kind of stuff.

So I have decided to put those things here, those posts that I can say something without worrying about anyone. I don't care if they get to read this or not - the point is, at least I was able to say the truth and what I feel. Melodramatic, I know. But this is this blog's new purpose.

It's not that I am hiding from anyone. I'm just afraid that if for example I posted it in my Multiply and said something stupid, they will get mad immediately. I know, the same thing can also happen here. But at least it's not too blatant. See where I'm going here?

I also want to dedicate this blog's re-introduction to her. Anne has been my new inspiration throughout this year, although she only knew what I feel for her after 7 months. A lot has happened since then.

So, here we go...

Hello o.o

2007-07-03T06:31:00.000+08:00

Hi. Just wanted to say that I have moved to my Multiply account:

http://masamunedjinn.multiply.com

Everything is set to "for Everyone", so non-members can still view it (although commenting requires you to login to a Multiply account).

Late.

2007-06-11T17:10:00.000+08:00

Screw the "prediction check" posts.

Go Cavs.

Status: Idle.

2007-03-17T23:05:00.000+08:00

We're now going into the 11th week of the term, but I've been still unproductive lately.

Like a slut with AIDS.

I hate to admit it, but I am one lazy-ass bastard. MP's, project and system proposal, simulations. Hell, you could even count in my two failed quizzes in complex analysis. Call me "butaw". I'll take it.

Not that I do not want to do anything, though. I am trying hard, it's just I'm in the unlucky case of being the odd-man out and losing "skills" (programming skills, perhaps) at the same time.

My resources could be also a factor. I used to whine at myself last term about not being able to do a lot of things because of the "laptop mania", and also because our PC was down. The PC's back and running again. It now sports a 3GHz processor, but the memory... THE MEMORY... is breaking all hell loose. It's situation is so bad that I don't want to even emphasize it anymore. I can already sense you whispering the word "Palusot", so there's no need for me to continue.

Or maybe I'm just too distracted with the things that are going on lately. Hmm...

Living the Fantasy

2007-03-17T19:09:00.000+08:00

A few months back, somebody asked me through an instant messenger, "Anong online game ang nilalaro mo ngayon?"

I answered back with "fantasy basketball!", which was enough for him to reply with "o_O".

Yes, this is my first time to join such. I was invited by some of my classmates in a Yahoo! fantasy basketball league that doesn't have to involve exhausting money on my wallet (Usually, my classmates have a "betting league" where they each put down money and the winner at the end of the season gets all the prize, I think).

The first league that I joined in got fucked up through rampant cheating (for example, the number 1-ranked team as of date has... prepare for this... Shawn Marion, Steve Nash, Amare Stoudemire, Dirk Nowitzki, Kevin Garnett and Agent Zero - all 6 All-Stars of them - IN A 16-TEAM LEAGUE).

So now I would like to share my team from the second, cleaner league. Though it's a big deal since there are only the four of us playing it right now (the others abandoned their team), I would like to share how much my team has improved.

During the drafting, I got to start on the 5th pick. I wasn't able to participate in the live draft, so I had to settle with the automatic drafting. After a few adjustments on my pre-draft ranking, I ended up with this:

Roughly four months later, after scouring the free agents and waivers list (purely pick-ups, no trades involved), enduring injuries, man-handling excess games played, and reading through analysis after analysis after analysis, I now have this:

It's a close fight for the four of us that are left playing in this league, with only 1 point on average separating each other. I am currently tied at the #1 spot, but a few mishaps from my team and the players of other teams get amazing statistics (say, Carlos Boozer gets 200 rebounds), the other guys rejoice.

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PS. Pardon for the lack of creativity for the title. Living the Fantasy is the title of Rick Kamla's, a fantasy basketball analyst, column at NBA entertainment and on the NBA's website.

When sarcasm strikes

2007-03-11T13:33:00.000+08:00

As if the "ice-candy kids" didn't have enough of my irritated presence, I had wrongly bursted out the remaining frustations... with my blockmates.

Everything seemed fine in last night's YM conference, until I noticed they have started using the voice function. Everyone can hear each other, except for me and another person in the conference.

Reading through the messages, I was literally saying each word that the question "What the fuck?" has.

It was all fine at first, thinking that "Ok, it has to be somewhere here in the options that will enable that function". I even asked a few people how I can hear the voice messages. I was scouring everything that the Preferences menu has, but to no avail.

So I gave up for a while and tried conversing with them the usual way of typing. Short messages later, they are all going "Hey, listen to this!". All they had in the conference window were just reactions.

Want my reaction? Here,

Status message: What the flying fuck is going on?

All of a sudden, I got disconnected. GOD, I NEEDED THAT. But I thought that wasn't ok. So I played cool, asked one of them to invite me again.

But it wasn't over.

"Salita naman!"

That question pissed me off a bit. So I asked them,

"Anong klaseng salita?"

It was a sarcastic question, obviously. I had to let them specify whether the salita they were referring to was by means of typing, or by a microphone.

I thought some might have noticed me already, so they are all mentioning a girl's name again. Sarcastically still...

me: sorry, wala akong mic
classmate: nde kailangan ng mic para umamin irwin
me: ahh
me: pwede palang mag-type dito?

And as they always say, adding salt to the wound...

classmate: may tao pa ba dito?
me: bawal mag-type

...

me: kala ko ba puro voice lang
me: kaya walang lumalabas dito?

Why, somebody did thought that there was something wrong going on in me!

classmate: ako at si sha lang ang may mic
classmate: nagpapatugtog si sha un lang

A few minutes later, they all left.

But before the conference ended, I had some final word:

me: I'm getting asleep just by looking.

Tough day, indeed.

The Truth.

2007-03-10T20:13:00.000+08:00

I'm back.

I'm still having some fun at Multiply. I took my updates there, thinking that there, I will get the much-needed attention for my posts (getting 50+ replies in a recent entry is unbelievable). Four of my classmates have left their old blogs for Multiply, and it seemed like I was next.

Not yet.

The black background. The fact that only a handful of people know this place. The posts that are more serious and true that any of my other blogs.

If an analogy has to be made, my Multiply blog is my head, where I can see and hear things, and at the same time tell people about it.

This site, however, is what's really goes on inside the head.

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The Masamune. As stated in this blog's header, it is the sword that kills, and the sword that gives life.

In my own P.O.V., this is what the truth is supposed to be. It may be a weapon that can hurt, but it is also capable of providing enlightenment and peace of mind. It applies to both the wielder, and to those people in which the weapon was used for, or against to.

Silence is a double-edged sword

2007-02-23T15:20:00.000+08:00

"The beautiful people, the beautiful people
It's all relative to the size of your steeple
You can't see the forest for the trees
You can't smell your own shit on your knees"

Three years of studying in an institution filled with scrutinous eyes, and I still don't feel numb about it.

Stop looking, bitches.

This is just a test

2007-01-07T20:41:00.000+08:00

Redemption, Bittersweet

2007-01-01T00:39:00.000+08:00

I was supposed to create some sort of a "yearender post", but due to lack of creativity I didn't want to write things that would be too redundant (e.g. those things that you would see on T.V. such as things about Gloria or Pacquiao). So obviously, I would only restrict myself on writing about some few things to where I almost spent my day with: School.

But before I begin... you may not have noticed it, but the post title is kind of different from what I usually do. The two words, "redemption" and "bittersweet" will be used in this post, and their order in particular will have some slight significance. Again, pardon for the lack of creativity.

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"...Give me a smile and shine days, kyuu ni sumasanaide!
Donna ni konnan de nankan na kabe mo koeru kara..."

from 1/3 Junjou na Kanjou by Siam Shade

In terms of "academic aptitude", 2006 was a more better year than 2005. In fact, 2005 was the time when I was attacked with a slew of "one-point somethings", whether in terms of GPA or individual subject grades. I may sound very GC-ish, but these are just for the purpose of mentioning. ;)

I still had a 1.8-something GPA back in the earlier parts of the year, but it was already a sigh of relief for me, considering that I did not get any failed subjects on that term. Matrpob was a close one, but still...

2006 was also the year when I attended my first summer class. For the past few years, summer has been pretty boring since I spend my whole time at home. So I could consider the summer class as a form of "time-killer". At least I have something to do, ne? The only thing special about it was that I was able to remove my accumulation from Math116, one of the two subjects that I have failed back in 2nd term, 2nd year.

The results of the following term was pretty much unexpected.

Too unexpected, actually.

For the past few terms, I have lost the drive and the "ambition" to become a dean's lister (That "drive" can be seen from our faces when we entered college back in May 2004. Admit it, it was in you too.). So the purpose of going to school was just to be contented and happy with a good/passing remark without pushing myself too hard in studying, and to simply enjoy things around school.

I'm not blaming myself. I may have become a dean's lister for the first time if I got a 2.0 in Advaca1, but nah, at least I passed it. Besides, I am already thankful for the 2.917 GPA, at least I reached the region of 2.0+ again. There were no regrets. Missing the D.L. was no biggie.

Same thing for the later part of the year. Grade was a tad bit lower, Limobap almost nailed me again, and some "vulnerabilities" in me was exposed *cough*. But still, a pass is a pass, a 2.0 is a 2.0, and a 2.467 GPA is good enough for me.

Moving on from the "ghosts of the past" (e.g. double-0.0's) can be easily compared to how Manny Pacquiao sucked it up with Erik Morales. It was simply a year of redeeming myself and my "school performance". Very GC-ish, indeed.

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We all look forward to 2007, just like what we always do every start of the year. We are all expecting for the good, but for the some of us, it will be sad as well.

It's a bittersweet feeling, really.

A week from now, 9th term will already start. And for us that are enrolled in Thsmth2, this will be the time where we will be hard-pressed on finishing our undergraduate thesis.

Given the incredible speed of what is called the trimestral system, a few more sleep and it will be 10th term already. It's not surprising, but the shock will only come when we realize that our life in DLSU will be only spent in 10 terms.

I'm not being too confident, nor that I want to jinx myself (and the others as well). The time that will be spent for the final two terms may be short, but it still does "pack a lot of punch", with the thesis, thesis defense, Dr. Reyes subjects, and all. It's just that... as much as I try to avoid it, I still can't help but to think about graduation.

As the cliche goes, "all good things must come to an end".

Whatever.

There's still time. It's like catching a 10-point opponent lead with less than 2 minutes left. It may be not enough, but it still manageable. The point is, we should try to "cherish" and "treasure" whatever that is left for us. There may be only two terms left, but farewells are too early to say. Naks.

Incubus couldn't have said it any better in their song, Drive;

"Whatever tomorrow brings I'll be there. With open arms and open eyes..."

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So wherever you are, whatever you're doing, and whatever you had for Media Noche, I wish you all a happy and blessed new year! Cheers to 2007!

See you in a week and good luck to all of us.

Nope, I ain't done yet.

2006-11-20T07:00:00.000+08:00

One month of inactivity and counting.

Kung sabagay, wala namang nakakabasa dito e. How about if I posted something about...

As the saying goes...

2006-10-04T21:19:00.000+08:00

How can you face the problem, if the problem is your face?

Word.

Weird Moments in Gaming

2006-09-27T16:22:00.000+08:00

At one point, we sometimes consider games to be a simulation of life.

It's not perfect too you know. There will be times that one will find situations at which we either a.) fail to satisfy because of inexperience
b.) solve what-if's by intentionally doing stupid things (Hey, at least if we die in the game, we can just restart again. Right?), or
c.) maybe what just occurred in the game wasn't really supposed to happen to you.

Be it obscure, unfortunate, or just plain stupid. Weird things also happen while in the middle of playing.

Enough talk. Here are some of my weird moments in gaming.

(Warning: It's a long post.)

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Sometimes, you're better off with a 1 damage rather than 9999. (Final Fantasy VIII, PC and PlayStation)

Killing a boss can be a pain in the ass, especially when it has your leading lady as it's hostage. At this point of the game, your main party must have been already dealing large chunks of HP to enemies. The goal is to defeat Adel (the boss) while at the same time preventing Rinoa (the cutesy hostage) from getting hurt at all cost.

One would just simply avoid doing any AoE (area of effect) attacks and just focus the damage on Adel. It's that simple.

Until that bastard Gilgamesh comes along.

Gilgamesh is a bonus GF (Guardian Force) that randomly appears in a fight (kinda like Odin, another GF in the game). It deals damage to enemies by:
1. a medium damage attack (forgot what it's called; around 3000+ damage, I think)
2. Excalibur (up to 9999 damage)
3. Zantetsuken (Odin's attack, causes instant death).

Yes, believe it or not, it appeared in the beginning of the boss fight. Of all the random chances of appearing in a fight, WHY NOW? That asshole caused me to panic a bit, considering that it deals damage to ALL those who are in the enemy field (that included Rinoa). Obviously, if Rinoa died, it's game over.

Good thing though, what he did was his other attack:
4. Excalipoor (deals 1 damage)

So in the end, both Adel and Rinoa just received 1 damage, while still inflicting shock to me. Thankfully, I was able to refocus, defeat Adel, and move on with the rest of the game.

But still, that was kinda nervewracking -___-

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Hole-in-Gone. (PangYa, PC)

Another recent blunder. A few days back I made my first Hole-in-One in PangYa off a tournament game. Of course, I was in jubilations (I even made a "HOLE IN FUCKING ONE" messenger status). I checked my record, and it says:

Number of Hole-in-Ones: 1

Soon after the tournament game ended, I left the room to join another server to play another game. Still in happiness, I checked my record again, only to see this:

Number of Hole-in-Ones: No Record.

I don't know what happened. I seemed to have left the tournament room the wrong way, causing it to nullify the game's record.

Oh well, I guess I'll have to do it again next time. *sigh*

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The driver must have fallen asleep. (Gran Turismo 2, PlayStation)

The weather was fair, and it was a good day to race at the Trial Mountain racing circuit. Everyone in the line-up (including me) was very hyped up on who's going to end up as the series champion.

Well, almost everyone.

The first few laps seemed to be a challenge for the other players, as my Suzuki Escudo Pikes Peak car just blazing along easily.

Failing miserably, one of them, a green, racing modified Acura NSX decided to screw not only me, but everyone else as well.

So what does he do? When I found that car, it was already standing sideways in the middle of the road. Seems like he had given up on racing and decided to become some sort of a barricade, again, in the middle of the road.

Of course, I'm not affected. In fact, I decided to help him in screwing the other racers. Thanks to my large lead over the other cars, I decided to push the NSX a bit to a point in the road where the other racers have their racing line (A racing line is an invisible line in the road, especially in turns, where one can achieve a high speed and acceleration).

It was strange to see one of the AI's fail in the middle of the game, considering that it was a race that involved a high difficulty rate. It was also funny to play with the other AI, since they seemed to be so "fixed". The stuck NSX caused the other cars to lose their racing lines and switch to another part just to go on racing.

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Gender Issues. (Ragnarok Online, PC)

What better place to find chixilogs (chicks with itlogs, if you get what it means) than the place they call Philippine Ragnarok Online (pRO)?

The players were just doing fine. Until one day, the servers started acting like stupid again.

Cross-dressers never saw it coming.

It happened one time when I was leveling haplessly at Byalan Dungeon. I got disconnected a bit (the connection in the computer shop one time was still dumb), and when I relogged back to the game, my macho knight became a chick. Geez.

Although my character was temporarily trapped in the feminine world, I still acted as a natural man. No "chick-tricks" to other players, no calling "sis" among other female avatars, which is the obvious characteristic of chixilogs.

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SUPER HANG-DOU-KEN! (Street Fighter, Arcade)

Compared to the other games in this post, this one happened when I was still a small kid, probably around 1st or 2nd grade.

While strolling in the mall, my parents agreed to let me play in the arcade. Unfortunately, the first thing in which I unleased my youthful gaming wrath was on a Street Fighter game. All I was thinking was "Hey, I've played this before in my Family Computer, so I know what to do".

That was kind of a lie, actually. My game plan was simple: rotate the joystick and mindlessly smash the buttons.

Not mash. Smash.

Bam. Smash like a madman. Smash like it's the last round. Smash like the arcade machine's going to blow.

Almost.

Next round: Ryu (My character. A no-brainer.) versus Vega (the masked idiot with claws)! I was still smashing the buttons while always trying to do a Hadou-Ken, which I somewhat failed to do sometimes.

A few punches and kicks, and I finally nailed another Hadou-Ken. This time though, it was one of those called a "super". The screen was glowing with red, yellow, and orange, large amount of energy has oblitirated Vega....

...and the arcade machine.

I was still smashing the machine, and it took me a while to realize that the arcade machine stopped. In short, nag-hang siya.

Scared, I left the area of the Street Fighter arcade machine. Fortunately, nobody noticed me doing the massacre.

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The most useless party. (Final Fantasy IX, PlayStation)

I forgot why, but Kuja (the villain) ordered Zidane (the main character) to go to a place called Oielvert in a faraway continent. But before that, Zidane has to bring someone along with him.

At that time, I was amazed at how Squaresoft (or now, Square-Enix) creates such magnificent graphics. And what better way to maximize the graphical treasure of Final Fantasy IX than to use colorful magics and cool summoning effects

Therefore I rushed through the long chit chat (I wasn't reading, that was critical. I'll explain later) and finally made up my choice. I chose Princess Garnet (healing summoning purposes), Vivi (black magic), and Eiko (more healing and summoning purposes).

Finally, after a long trip on the Hilda Garde Airship, we've finally arrived at Oielvert. But unfortunately, I had to leave the computer shop. So I saved first inside the castle, then left.

The next day, I saw one of the guys in the shop playing FFIX, also in the same part as mine. He was patient, he read all the lines between each of the characters, and there I saw what I didn't know: Kuja said that magics don't work at Oielvert.

Meaning, I have to do all the things in MELEE.

Great.

Despite the large handicap, I still went on with my save file and continued the castle. I fought everything with melee force, including my nerfed partymates. XD

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More to come. I hope.

Mission Failed

2006-09-10T01:31:00.000+08:00

Dahil may klase na naman bukas, bigla na lang nasagi sa isip ko ang isang bagay na kinailangan kong gawin buong bakasyon, na dapat ay magawa ko bago ag pasukan.

Kaso, sa kasawiang-palad, hindi ko siya nakumpleto. Ang mas masaklap pa doon, lalong sumama yung situwasyon. Nakakaasar.

Oh well. At least yung Final Fantasy VIII natapos ko.

Pero hindi naman noon mababago yung itsura ko e.

Nalimutan

2006-09-08T14:07:00.000+08:00

Sa sobrang tagal kong hindi nag-iinternet, hindi ko namalayang nabura na yung account ko sa Blog-City.

Paalam. Salamat sa mga panahon na kailangan ko lang i-click yung mga links sa gutter mo.Mukhang kailangan kong i-type na lang mag-isa yung mga URLs ng mga website na iyon.

Paalam, mga korning alaala ng 4th year high school.

R.I.P. http://brandishspear.blog-city.com

Tamad

2006-09-07T13:57:00.000+08:00

Matagal ko na itong binabalak, pero tinatamad talaga akong gumawa ng isang blog entry tungkol sa mga nangyari nitong mga nakaraang araw. Marami-rami din yun sa isip ko, pero talaga lang sigurong tamad ako para ilagay lahat yun dito.

Yun na lang muna. Maglalaro pa ako ng FFVIII.

Plutowned

2006-08-29T12:49:00.000+08:00

A few months from now, grade schoolers would start seeing this in their science exams:

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I. Enumeration

Name all the planets in the Solar System.

1._________________
2._________________
3._________________
4._________________
5._________________
6._________________
7._________________
8._________________

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Yes, your eyes are not screwing you. There are only 8 items in there.

The main reason: Pluto, according to scientists, is NOT A PLANET anymore.

Which means there will be only 8 planets that schools and some auditoriums would teach. But actually, clicking on the link shows a picture of the "current" order of the solar system.

Starting from the sun, it goes from:
- Mercury
- Venus
- Earth
- Mars
- Something called "Ceres" (Boy, the last time I was updated regarding the universe was way back in Grade 6 =\)
- Jupiter
- Saturn
- Uranus (Heh, Ur-anus. Futurama reference, anyone?)
- Neptune
- And then Pluto and Charon (Take note, they've been paired together now as a "binary system". So Charon isn't Pluto's bitch, I mean moon, anymore.)
- And a dwarf planet called 2003 UB313. (Funny how they came up with "Ceres", but can't even make a much better name for this.)

Quoting someone from a forum:

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"Poor Pluto. First it lives so far away from all it's solar system buddies, and now they're saying it's too small to even hang out with them anymore!

5 months from now we're going to find out that Pluto flung itself into the sun in massive depression."
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But what about her?

Heh. Bet she feels stupid now.

2006-08-20T20:09:00.000+08:00

"The only thing permanent in the world is not change, but irony."
- Johann Espiritu, Litera1 professor

Galing sa isang text:

mnsan
my bumat0k
skn
sby sbi,

"mtauhan
kna nga!
ndi k na nya
mhal at
dna
ma2halin p"

nsbi q
nlng...

"SO?!
DPAT TLGA MAY
BATOK?!"

Last Stand

2006-08-11T21:12:00.000+08:00

To-do things for next week, the last week of the term before the final exams week:

Litera1 (Literature 1, if you haven't figured that one out)
- Finish reading Arundhati Roy's The God of Small Things.
- Start working on the final critical paper for the same novel.

Engltri. (Oral Communication)
- Just do the peer evaluation of the informative speeches. Nothing else. Everything is done as shit. So long, Super Mario. I mean Engltri prof.

Advaca1 (Advanced Calculus)
- Get a decent, passing (a requirement, LOL) for the 4th quiz.
- Review for the final exam, dammit. 64% average is still a precarious grade.

Despatt (Design Patterns)
- Work on group paper.
- Study the patterns for final exam.
- Review past programming "memories" >_>

Datbase (Database)
- Find something to do in the mini-project. Then we can forget everything about Mr. I-work-for-SMG.

Modealg
- Just get a grade that's 2.5 or higher. What's important is that the accumulation MUST be erased.

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I am at loss again for decent blog entries.

2006-08-03T21:22:00.000+08:00

Sometime between lunch and supper
Exactly when the longest is five less than the quarter.
My eyes, fighting not to be covered under
By my eyelids, going into a deep slumber.

One and a half seems to be eternity,
Especially when you don't know the relationship entity.
Get ready to lose your cool,
When sir has spoken out the business rule.

Have you checked your ERD?
How about your relational model?
Such "challenge" that he has given to thee
Blame it to the agent of San Miguel.

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So much for being "poetic". >_>

Good News, Bad News

2006-07-29T21:24:00.000+08:00

Good News: My Engltri persuasive speech is scheduled on Monday. Yay for weekend preparations.
Bad News: Speech will be done in the classroom. No mic, no computer (for PowerPoint presentation). Just raw voice and OHP.

Good News: What is online to you....
Bad News: ...is offline in my list :\

Good News: My Green and White pictorial is scheduled next week, August 5.
Bad News 1: I had a late haircut. It's shorter than what I prefer.
Bad News 2: Day of Defeat, or Defense of the Ancients? :\

Good News: As an alternative for the missed Litera1 class due to class suspensions, we were required to watch "Sukob".
Bad News 1: Two days after the announcement, Sir Johann said that it wasn't required anymore. Therefore movie money instantly became Netopia fee. :(
Bad News 2: The "I haven't watched a movie inside a movie theater for years!" curse still runs. Yep... 5 years and counting...

Bad News: La Salle is suspended, and it pains to watch the games without your Alma Mater. Major sponsors backed out, and the league is almost stuck at Ninoy Aquino Stadium.
Good News 1: WHO CARES? FEU is losing, and NU is winning! That's all that matters nyahahaha!
Good News 2: Our whipping boys... I mean rivals... are on a hot streak! Go Ateneo! Win the championship! We'll be more than glad to take it from you next season. Hehehe >:D

Good News: Older brother is out and I'm free to use the computer all night in preparation for the speech this Monday.
Bad News: I'm not doing anything about it.

Timing na Katamaran

2006-07-24T16:02:00.000+08:00

Mabuti naman at natupad din yung kagabi ko pang hinihiling: ang masuspinde ang klase ngayon. Salamat Glenda.

Paano ba naman kasi, kagabi ko pa hindi natatapos yung movie critique ko sa Litera1 (sa totoo nga, hanggang ngayon di ko pa siya natatapos :D). Hinintay ko lang kasi yung kuya ko na matapos siyang gumamit ng computer kahapon, kahit na buong araw na niyang ginagamit iyon.

Ika nga nila sa Ingles, Patience is a virtue. Bahala na kahit masyado nang gabi. Ako naman (ata) ang alagad ng cramming. At kung sabagay, kapag masyadong maaga kong inumpisahan e hindi ko rin naman agad matatapos dahil ako ay isang alagad din ng procrastination. Hehe.

Bukod sa critical paper, hindi rin ako masyadong nakapag-aral para sa exam sa Litera1, at wala pa din akong naumpisahan sa persuasive speech ko sa Engltri. Mabuti na lang at ma-eextend na naman sila. GALING.

Mabuti na lang at mailalaan ko din ang oras na ito sa pagbabasa ng The God of Small Things, ang nobela na napili ko para sa final critical paper (sa Litera1 pa rin). Kahapon ko lang natapos yung Chapter1. Ayos, 21 chapters na lang, at meron pa akong dalawa hanggang tatlong linggo para doon. ANG GALING MO TALAGA IDOL.

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Alas-kwatro na, at mag-uumpisa pa lang mag-salita si GMA para sa kanyang SONA.

Alas-kwatro. Kung nagkaroon pa ng pasok, paano na kaya kami ni JM pati ang mga kapwa naming estudyante na sa Fairview umuuwi (or at least, sa Commonwealth Avenue dumadaan).

Kung nagkataon, siguradong lagas na naman ang pera ko sa kakalaro, isang pampalipas-oras since 10:30 pa natatapos yung huli kong klase pag MWF. Siguradong mga alas-sais lagpas na akong aalis ng school para pag-uwi ko, pwede nang dumaan sa Batasan.
Pero teka, ok din siguro yun... Siguro nagtago na muna ako sa STRC para gawin yung speech ko. Hehe.

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Nakakalahati na ako dito kanina sa pagta-type, nang biglang mag-brownout.

Bwisit.

Sabado ng Gabi

2006-07-15T22:12:00.000+08:00

Sa iba, eto ang tamang panahon para gumimik at magliwaliw. Pero para sa akin, eto ang panahon kung saan ako ay naiiwan lang dito sa bahay, naghihintay sa unang taong uuwi habang nakatapat sa computer, depende pa kung naglalaro o nag-iinternet lang.

Wow. Ang saya.

Nakakabagot. Walang masyadong magawa. Walang masyadong kausap. Ni hindi ko nga mapuwersa ang sarili ko na mag-aral na lang e. Grabeng katamaran na ito.

Para akong natutulog ng dilat. :
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Ahoy, hindi ito kapani-paniwala! Nauubos ang aking cellphone load!

Habang nakatunganga sa J202 at naghihintay para sa klase ko sa Modealg, biglang dumating ang isang text mula kay Alvin...

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May kumaway

May kumaway downtown, walking fast, faces pass and I'm homebound...

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(Kung sakaling hindi niyo nage-gets, yan ay galing sa A Thousand Miles ni Vannessa Carlton. May kumaway == Making my way. Medyo malabo lang dahil siguro sa -breakitdown! sa huli.)

Aha, puro patawa na naman.

Naisip ko na baka naka-"send to many" itong si Alvin, kaya nag-send din ako ng ilang joke sa ilang mga kaklase. Nagsend din ako ng iba kong joke dun sa mga wala pa. Nagdadalawang-isip pa nga ako kasi baka maistorbo ko ang ilan sa pagkakatulog nila. Mabuti na lang at may ilang nagreply. :))

Sample ng sinend ko:

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Boy: Uy, may gagawin ka ba mamayang gabi?

Girl (blushing tapos kinikilig): Uhm... wala e Ü

Boy: Ako meron! :D

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Napansin ko din ang ilang mga bagay:

1. P0.90 na pala per text.
2. Mas mahal pag mas mahaba yung message
3. Hindi ako naka-unlimited texting.

Hindi kasi ako madalas mag-text e. Kadalasan e yung mga sinesend kong message e pag importante lang (pwera na siguro yung mga text ko kay online Li'l Sis at kay Katr...).

Kung tutuusin nga, kilala ako bilang taong may cellphone pero walang load. Kaya't maaaring maituring na isang pambihirang pangyayari ang paggasta ko sa pera sa pagtetext! :))

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Oops oops oops! Dahan-dahan lang!

Konting sampal muna sa sarili! Yan!

Ayos. Balik sa realidad.

Ingat ka lang. Wag kang mag-overreact. Alam mo naman ang nangyayari sa iyo kapag...

...

Kausap ko na naman ang sarili ko.

Buwisit talaga pag ganitong sabado ng gabi...

Suntok sa mukha kaya?

Pwede.

Random ramblings for the day.

2006-07-10T20:17:00.000+08:00

Eh. Nakita ko noon ang kuya ko na gumagamit ng Microsoft Visio para sa kaniyang project. So by that, inassume ko na hindi pa niya natatanggal yung program na iyon sa computer.

Since nagkandaloko-loko naman yung mga computer kanina sa STRC at gusto ko na ring umuwi dahil kailangan ko pang mag-aral pa para sa Advaca1, nag-decide na lang ako na umuwi at sa bahay na lang gagawin yung ERD (entity releationship diagram; para sa Datbase) sa bahay, since naisip ko na nasa computer pa namin yung Visio.

Pero pag-uwi ko, ayun... wala. Wala sa Office yung Visio. :|

Naalala ko kanina na nasabi sa akin ni Alvin na kung gaano kahirap gawin sa MS Word yung mga ERD. Sinubukan ko at... napagdesisyunan ko na lang na gawin bukas sa STRC yung mga ERD (unless hihintayin kong makauwi yung kuya ko at magpapa-install nung program na iyon, tapos magpupuyat na naman ako sa harap ng computer :\).

Ah ewan. Bahala na si Batman.

Pero teka, sabi nila ako daw si...

Nah.

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Nye corny. Ang tanong na nabunot ko kanina sa impromptu ay "What is the importance of prayer in our life". Ang dami ko na namang nakalimutan. Ni hindi nga ako masyadong nakasingit ng humor e. :(

Oh well. 20/25 = 80%. Pwede na rin heh.

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Kanina lang tinelevise yung finals match ng DLSU at SSC sa V-Leauge. Kahit alam ko nang natalo ang DLSU sa 1st set tapos nanalo ng tatlong sunod-sunod para mag-champion, pinanood ko pa rin yung game. Exciting hindi ba? [/sarcasm]

Well, hindi naman yun yung point ng post na ito e. Kaya ko lang naman nabanggit kasi napanood ko kanina yung Thai import ng DLSU, si Kanchana "Pu" Jindarat.

Kaawa-awang bayani. Sa tuwing mag-iispike siya, laging sumasakit yung left knee niya tuwing maglalanding. Sa totoo nga, karamihan sa mga pumasok niyang tira e bagsak sa sahig ang inaabot niya pagka-landing.

Pero kahit ganun, sige pa rin siya. Lalagyan lang ng yelo tuwing break, tapos laban agad. Mabuti. Champion naman sila e, kaya hindi sayang yung mga pinaghirapan niya.

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Speaking of televised V-League, na-flash ng close-up sa TV si Paola kanina dahil sa katabi niyang may banner. Mga wala pang 2 seconds. Haha. Wala lang.

Nakaw Post

2006-07-09T00:01:00.000+08:00

Link ay nakuha sa blog ni Jeje.

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What Your Name Means

You entered: Irwin Ono-whocaresaboutit-fre Oroceo

There are 17 letters in your name.
Those 17 letters total to 109
There are 9 vowels and 8 consonants in your name.

Your number is: 1

The characteristics of #1 are: Initiating action, pioneering, leading, independent, attaining, individual.

The expression or destiny for #1:
A number 1 Expression denotes the skilled executive with keen administrative capabilities. You must develop the capacity to be a fine leader, sales executive, or promoter. You have the tools to become an original person with a creative approach to problem solving, and a penchant for initiating action. Someone may have to follow behind you to handle the details, but you know how to get things going and make things happen. You have a good mind and the ability to use it for your advancement. Because of these factors, you have much potential for achievement and financial rewards. Frequently, this expression belongs to one running a business or striving to achieve a level of accomplishment on ones talents and efforts. You have little need for much supervision, preferring to act on your own with little restraint. You are both ambitious and determined. Self-confident and self-reliant must be yours, as you develop a strong unyielding will and the courage of your convictions.

Although you fear loneliness, you want to be left alone. You fear routine and being in a rut. You often jump the gun because you are afraid of being left behind.

The negative attributes of the 1 :
Expression are egotism and a self-centered approach to life. This is an aggressive number and if it is over-emphasized it is very hard to live with. You do not have to be overly aggressive to fulfill your destiny. The 1 has a natural instinct to dominate and to be the boss; adhering to the concept of being number One. Again, you do not have to dominate and destroy in order to lead and manage.

Your Soul Urge number is: 4

A Soul Urge number of 4 means:
With the Soul Urge or Motivation number of 4 you are likely to strive for a stable life. You tend to follow a rather orderly pattern and systematic approach in your endeavors. You have an inner desire to serve others in a methodical and diligent manner. You want to be in solid, conventional, and well-regulated activities, and you are somewhat disturbed by innovation and erratic or sudden changes. Excellent at organizing, systematizing, and managing, you have a way of establishing order and maintaining it. You are responsible, reliable and in the final analysis, practical. Highly analytical, you can see your way through all sorts of situations and generally have a clear understanding of the issues. You are a very honest, sincere, and conscientious individual.

The negative side of the 4 is rigid, stubborn and somewhat narrow-minded. There is a tendency to hide feelings, or to really not be aware of real feelings. Avoid being too rigid and stubborn in your thinking, and try to always see the big picture rather than becoming to involved with the detail. Don't be afraid to take a chance once in awhile.

Your Inner Dream number is: 6

An Inner Dream number of 6 means:
You dream of guiding and fostering the perfect family in the perfect home. You crave the devotion from offspring and a loving spouse. You picture yourself in the center of a successful domestic unit.

http://paulsadowski.com/Numbers.asp

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You entered: 4/25/1987

Your date of conception was on or about 2 August 1986 which was a Saturday.

You were born on a Saturday
under the astrological sign Taurus.
Your Life path number is 9.

Life Path Compatibility:
You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 3, 6 & 9.
You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 1 & 5.
You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 7 & 11.
You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 4, 8 & 22.

The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2446910.5.
The golden number for 1987 is 12.
The epact number for 1987 is 0.
The year 1987 was not a leap year.

As of 7/8/2006 12:06:07 PM EDT
You are 19 years old.
You are 231 months old.
You are 1,002 weeks old.
You are 7,014 days old.
You are 168,348 hours old.
You are 10,100,886 minutes old.
You are 606,053,167 seconds old.

Your age is the equivalent of a dog that is 2.74520547945205 years old. (Life's just a big chewy bone for you!)

Your birthstone is: Diamond

The Mystical properties of Diamond

Diamonds are said to increase personal clarity to help one see things clearly as well as be straight-forward and honest. Supposedly, the higher quality the diamond, the better it is supports these qualities.

Some lists consider these stones to be your birthstone. (Birthstone lists come from Jewelers, Tibet, Ayurvedic Indian medicine, and other sources)

Opal, Quartz, White Sapphire

Your birth tree is: Walnut Tree, the Passion

Unrelenting, strange and full of contrasts, often egoistic, aggressive, noble, broad horizon, unexpected reactions, spontaneous, unlimited ambition, no flexibility, difficult and uncommon partner, not always liked but often admired, ingenious strategist, very jealous and passionate, no compromises.

The moon's phase on the day you were born was waning crescent.

http://paulsadowski.com/birthday.asp

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12:37 a.m. na sa orasan ko, pero ako pa ring mag-isa ang nandito sa bahay.

The Panic Button

2006-07-07T20:18:00.000+08:00

Top 25 Reasons Why I Like Being A Math Major

top 25
you tend to be objective. you rely on facts, not feelings. this shows a better sense of professionalism compared to those lousy E. majors.

top 24
most GENIUSES are mathematicians.

top 23
you don't know what job suits you best.

top 22
you fall asleep faster, you count the sheep twice as fast.

top 21
you get to compute imaginary numbers using imaginary solutions.

top 20
you can meet your professors on the first and last day of classes and still get a passing mark for the course.

top 19
you have a keen sense of time. we like starting our work at the last minute.

top 18
you don't need to bring a handful to school, just a pen, some paper and a calculator, and you'll do just fine.

top 17
simplicity is virtue. writers express, artists impress, math majors COMPLICATE.

top 16
there are different ways to solve mathematical problems. you can copy the answer from a seat mate, then find another solution to it, and the teacher won't even notice.

top 15
you don't need to know what you're doing as long as you're doing it right.

top 14
infinity isn't such a large number. (we know why.)

top 13
if you have similar answers, it's either you're both correct, or you're both wrong. it's usually the latter but nobody notices.

top 12
the first step to solving any mathematical problem is to PANIC.

top 11
most of your professors don't understand what they're saying.

top 10
you go to college just to find out you were mis-educated in math subjects during primary and secondary schools.

top 9
you actually know how to use a scientific calculator.

top 8
you need not be right in everything. you just need to make them BELIEVE you're right, even if you're not.

top 7
you find it easier to disprove others' work than to prove yours.

top 6
the more SCRIBBLES you have on your math exam paper, the higher the score.

top 5
people don't understand you, if you're discussing something complicated, they think you're smart.

top 4
you take up subjects you can NEVER apply at work.

top 3
you need to be able to prove that 1 > 0

top 2
you always have an excuse for DIRTY exam papers, why?
...'cause good mathematicians never work clean.

and..

top 1
you is not good on grammars. we ARE math majors after all.

Credits to Marco

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Yikes. I have an quz tomorrow in Modealg (abstract algebra).

To make it all worse, I have no idea about the scope of the exam.

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Once again, I will be part of those who will be the last to present their speeches. This time though, it'll be an impromptu speech.

Here's to hoping that I get a great question for my impromptu. A question where I can insert humor, and make my speech look like I'm being interviewed by Leno or Letterman.

Cheers.

Patawad.

2006-07-06T20:04:00.000+08:00

Patawad.

Patawad, at bumalik na naman sa isip ko ang bagay na noon ay kinalimutan ko na. Akala ko, sapat na ang isang beses para lang ipaalala sa akin na hindi pwede. Ngunit hindi e. Napakasama talaga ng pagkakataon. Kailangan na naman nitong ipaalala ang sikretong nakaraan, ang isang bagay na kadalasan ay isinasarili ko lang at hindi ko na sinasabi sa iba.

Patawad, dahil mali naman ang asumpsyon ko.

Mali na naman ako.

Ika nga nila sa Ingles, I got carried away by my emotions. May nangyari lang, may nakita lang, kung anu-ano agad ang naiisip. Napakasama ko talaga. Kung alam lang niya, binugbog na siguro niya ako.

Patawad, at naguluhan ako.

Patawad, at nagpaloko na naman ako sa sarili ko.

Hindi ako mapakali noon. Pakiramdam ko, gusto kitang kausapin, gusto kitang tanungin kung ano ang nangyari, at ano ang maaari kong naitulong. Kahit ano, basta lang makakapagpaluwag ng loob mo, kung sakaling meron ngang gumugulo.

Gusto kita noon, at sa ilang bagay ngayon, gusto pa rin kita.

Patawad at nakikialam ako.

Dahil hindi talaga pwede.

At dahil isa akong tanga.

Muli, patawad.

"...I don't ever wanna feel, like I did that day
Take me to the place I love.
Take me all the way..."

- Under the Bridge, Red Hot Chili Peppers

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May nangyari nang ganito noon. Pero sa pagkakataong ito, nagawan ko na rin ng paraan para mailabas.

Ayoko na.

Why the other UAAP teams are happy that DLSU is suspended

2006-07-05T11:39:00.000+08:00

Rants

2006-06-30T23:26:00.000+08:00

As we all know, life has been (and will always be) an unpredictable bitch. Not surprising anymore, considering the barrage it has done in the previous years >__>

And now, it strikes again. (Well, it does strike everyday)

Here are some of the most recent rants that made my previous weeks.... miserable >_>

- KODAK BASTARDS. Argh. I told you to give me a 3R picture, not a frickin' wallet size, pricks! If I wasn't feeling bad that day, you could've been the ones in the hospital and be absent from work instead of me.

- So much hassle for a yearbook. -___-

- Ick, Mr. Database. Tell us something about the project. Or at least REMIND US about it.

- It's that time of the year again! It is where the tamaraws and the tigers roam free, bringing up massive traffic chaos (how redundant >__>) especially in the afternoon.

In other news, stored value tickets are eating up my wallet again. -___-

- Whatever happened to freedom in computer shops? Some DotA players using Hamachi (some sort of a network) are blaming us for causing lag in their games, whenever we are browsing the net. Morons. I WILL WATCH STREAMED VIDEOS WHENEVER I WANT TO. LAG AND DIE, NOT MY FAULT.

HARRO MY NAEM IS BANDWITH KILLER.

- This one is hard to tell whether it's a rant or not. I got 37.5 out of 45 in my speech. Well, I admit my outline and visuals sucked (what word is kA = [k(aij)]?).

And my speech sucked too. But that's on the latter part anyways. MY ATTENTION-GETTER WORKED! HAHAHA KIDS!

I dunno. 21/25 in speech, 8.5/10 in visuals, and 8/10 for my outline. I guess I'm okay with it, I'm used to that kind of grade anyways. I guess that was fair enough, but I still feel sad about it, considering that there where other people who fared great in their speech, but still got a grade in the same range as mine. *cough*

Totally wrong.

2006-06-18T14:43:00.000+08:00

Me on my classmate who doesn't watch porn:

Hahaha, di nanonood ng bold! Pag nag-asawa, di marunong!

What was supposed to be a joke, turned into the most wretched thing I have ever said. I was so pissed, I almost took it out with my groupmates in Orient2.

Sorry.

Ugh.

2006-06-16T21:06:00.000+08:00

Time flies so fast.

Yeah, I know. Sorry, I just had to use that cliche.

Well I don't know. Everything is still clear in my mind.

The first day I saw and met them, those presentations in class, the glorious days of ROTC and UAAP (which was, sadly, nullified), the time when I got my hand on programming, the time when cheap siomai almost dominated, the beautiful people and the discriminating looks...

...and the time where everything, every single effort I made, was deemed useless. It was the time when it all went downhill.

I still remember those days.

Hehe. Blame me for being suddenly nostalgic. This is what I get after registering for the yearbook hahaha.

It's a year away, and we obviously still have LOTS to do. Even now, I already have a shitload of stuff to work on. As much as I would like to take it off, graduation still keeps on floating in my mind.

Worried? Not at all. Surprised, probably.

The Legendary Cat of SJ Hall

2006-05-30T21:59:00.000+08:00

I screwed up the colors.

Thank the D in the L.O.R.D.

2006-05-16T21:03:00.000+08:00

So long, Math116. Thanks to my 99% shock absorber and the persistence of my classmates to convince the D to remove the final exam, I finally got rid 3 out of my 6 units worth of accumulated failures.

And it's a 3.5 too, which was quite surprising because I was expecting a 3. Well actually, I'm ok with 2.5 because it was the required grade to remove the 3-unit accumulation. But I've decided to go for a 3.0 simply because it's better than seeing a '2' in my course card.

One down, one to go. Advaca1 should be my only Math subject next term, but I'll be dropping my Sociology class to make way for a Modealg (the other failed subject) special class.

That's right kids, damned abstract algebra all over again... >_>

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Since Dr. Trance has been gone for some time now from the Math Dept, I was thinking, "What happens to 'LOTR' now?".

Then I snapped back to reality. I was thinking of other things again, compeletely forgetting about the lesson in class. I remembered that I have to fully understand how to get the boundaries of the integral from the graph, which was quite confusing.

I took a good look at the lesson on the board. Then at my prof.

"I know! Now that we are just left with 'LOR', how about if we add a 'D' on it! It'll be perfect, seeing jokes such as students screaming 'O sana po LORD ipasa nyo po ako!', or something like that!"

....

I must be daydreaming again.

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Shit. I just had the most AMAZING and at the same time the most DISAPPOINTING dream of my entire life.

Just give me a buzz at YM, then I'll tell you all about it. I can't put it here, sorry. ;)

99

2006-05-02T22:48:00.000+08:00

*Late post*

First exam missed the 100% mark by just a solitary point.

Then again, it's from a summer class. And it's my second take on that subject too.

Jerk Moment: Top 10 Reasons Why I did NOT go to my classmate's debut

2006-04-12T17:01:00.000+08:00

10. I did not send a "favor of reply" text to Berlyn. Heck, I even forgot who Berlyn is.

9. My gums are still aching. OH, THE PAIN... *fake cringe*

8. LOL 4 MORE LEVELS BEFORE 2ND JOB! (Worst excuse. Ever.)

7. They (my classmates) will be talking about their grades in Linprog. :(

6. My parents and I are still trying to figure out how the Hyatt hotel got from Pasay to Pedro Gil.

5. Secreeet. :)

4. My facial wash has failed me miserably.

3. I can't think of a much better excuse than this post.

2. Related to #7 and probably the same reason why I didn't go to the same person's birthday celebration last year: They'll be most likely talking about how many 4.0s will they get this term.

1.Today's episode of Jewel in the Palace is a must see.... Or so I thought. :(

Mini-Player Changes

2006-04-11T11:44:00.000+08:00

Since the Akamaistream urls of the songs that I was previously using in the player doesn't work anymore, I've decided to permanently remove them and replace them with.... Final Fantasy music o_o

MIDI files courtesy of SquareSound.com

Teka, mabilis lang 'to.

2006-04-10T15:18:00.000+08:00

Last exam for the term na ngayon.

Sana wala akong makalimutan, considering the fact na malaki ang kailangan ko dito para pumasa.

2006-04-01T23:08:00.000+08:00

Hindi ko namalayan, April na pala. Tapos yung latest na entry, noong Feb. 27 pa nakapost. Sus.

Sabagay, ayos lang na wala munang bagong post. Kung tutuusin nga e wala naman akong interesanteng bagay na nilalagay dito. Wala rin namang nagbabasa dito eh hehe...

..at saka, alangan namang magdrama na naman ako dito tungkol sa pag-aaral ko...

..teka, patapos na pala ang term! Aba'y dapat meron akong post sa kung gaano kabababa ang grades ko na paulit-ulit niyo na lang nababasa dito! XD

Pero sige, pagbibigyan ko kayo. Alam ko namang sawang-sawa na kayo e hahaha... At saka pagod na rin akong ikwento pa ang mga nangyayari. Ang masasabi ko na lang ngayon ay sana makapasa ako sa lahat ng subject ko ngayon. x_x

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Bago ako umalis, mag-iiwan muna ako ng isang katanungan na alam kong nakaka-relate tayong lahat, lalo na ang mga tulad kong estudyante. Galing ito sa blog ni Iñigo:

Bakit kapag kailan nag-aral ka ng todo-todo para sa exam e napakababa ng markang makukuha mo?

2006-02-27T14:25:00.000+08:00

Dahil sa mga nangyari nitong mga nakaraang araw, nagkandalabo-labo na ang isip ko at isa-isang nagkakagulo ang mga dapat kong gawin. Kaya heto't napag-isipan kong gumawa ng isang maikling "recap"...

- Walang FlyFF. Putsa, simula nung Huwebes ay hindi pa rin nakakapag-update yung dalawang computer shop na pinaglalaruan ko. Ang mas masaklap pa, down din yung server ng forums nila. Bagot na bagot na ako. Ano na ang nangyari sa mga ka-guild ko (which btw is named 'Eclipse', aka Shadow Circle of pRO Chaos :O)? Anong bago ngayon sa Roika? May event ba? May exp/drop mod ba? Ano na???

Panandaliang gamot: DotA through Hamachi hehehe

- Sakit ng ngipin, sakit din ng ulo. Haha, kumbaga sa set theory ay tootache => migraine :D Ang dami ko tuloy hindi nagawa, tulad na lang ng MP sa Datstru (o Dasalgo sa CCS XD) , yung assignment sa Matprob, atpb. At least nakapag-aral pa ako sa Numenal, kung hindi ay wala na naman akong ipangko-kontra kapag nag-PM ang kaklase ko sa akin ng "Mag-aral ka nga!".

Pero nakakapag-online pa rin ako. Labo.

- Matprob. Gaya nga ng nasabi ko kanina, ito ang isa sa mga bagay na hindi ko magawa dahil sa sakit ng ulo. Nakalimutan ko pala na sa lunes na ipapasa yung ibinigay sa aming practice exercise, na siya namang hindi ko sinagutan. Halimbawa ng isa sa mga tanong doon ay:

Find the constant K so that f(x) = Kx^2 (x squared) I(-K, K)(x) is a pdf.

Aba ewan. K is equal to 4th root of 3/2? Haha, sabi ko sa inyo wala pa sa kondisyon ang pag-iisip ko e hehehe.

Kagabi ko lang ito inumpisahang sagutan. Tapos bigla ba namang sabihin ni Bunye na walang pasok. Putsa, buti na lang hehe.

- Afternoon Nap. Dahil sa kabagutan, nakakatulog ako sa tanghali. Isang pambihirang pangyayari iyon, alam niyo ba? -__-

- Problema sa Bansa. Err... ayoko nang pag-usapan ito. >.> Basta kung sila magku-coup d'etat, ako naman ay magku-coup b'etat XD.

At oo nga pala, dahil sa mga nagra-rally ay bigla na lang sumagi sa isip ko ang isang parte sa kantang Megalomaniac ng Incubus:

..Hey megalomaniac

You're no Jesus, yeah you're no fucking Elvis.

Special, as you call yourself, maniac

Step down, step down..

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Sa ibang balita, Rich Alvarez nasa Red Bull na.

Galing. Kulang na lang ay si Wesley Gonzales (na nasa SMB na) at si LA Tenorio. Ateneo Barakos hahaha.

Forget what I said.

2006-02-18T10:29:00.000+08:00

Napasa ko yung MP ko sa oras, although may ibang part na hindi ayos.

Defense took me less than 5 minutes, so... :)

DotA Rant Part 2!

2006-02-13T20:07:00.000+08:00

Nakakaasar na ang mga Meka boys dito sa shop. Kung magsalita, akala mo anggagaling. Pero sa totoo, bawat isa sa kanila iisang hero lang ang alam.

In fact, kabisadong-kabisado ko pa. Puro Lucifer, Lich, Sand King, Kardel, Ezalor. Kung hindi yun ang hero nila, lagi pa rin silang naka-Meka at Ring of Basilus.

At kung hindi rin yun ang gamit nila, tatawagin nilang mahina. Tawagin ba namang mahina si Sven? E mangmang ka pala e, kung alam mo lang na napa-minimal (IMO) ng effect ng Devotion Aura, e di sana puro Storm Bolt stats ang pina-level mo para kahit papaano ay meron kang mana. E kung nag-Perseverance ka na lang kaysa sa Meka, malayo sana ang narating mo. Kupal, sarap banatan.

Oo nga pala, speaking of Sven and Lucifer... Naalala ko nung naglaro kami ng kaibigan mong Meka Boy din. Tanong mo sa kaniya kung paano ko sila pinaglaruan gamit si Sven. Tanong mo kung bakit isang tirahan lang yung Kardel nyo. Tanong mo kung bakit nakapag-Stygian at Perseverance na ako habang kakabuo pa lang ng Meka nya. Tanong mo na rin kung bakit ako nag 17-0 at bakit sila nag-quit sa kalagitnaan ng laro.

XD

Quizzes Blues

2006-02-02T08:11:00.000+08:00

Patawarin nyo ako. Magrereklamo na naman ako tungkol sa mga grades ko.

Dati, masasabi kong nasa 80+ ang average ng karamihan sa mga first quiz ko. Nagawa ko pa iyon hanggang 3rd term ngayong college.

Pero iba na ngayon. Sa ikatlong kasunod na term, meron na naman akong binagsak na first quiz. Mas malala pa ngayon, dahil dalawa o tatlo ang posibleng naibagsak ko (sigurado na ako dun sa dalawa).

First quiz pa lang yan. Paano pa kaya yung mga ibang quizzes ko? Siguro, iniisip nyo ngayon na, "Bawi ka na lang sa susunod!". Minsan nangyayari rin yan, pero iba ang kaso sa akin...

Ang ibang quiz ko naman dati, kadalasan nasa 70 o 80 (ngayong college lang yan, hindi ko na kailangan pang banggitin yung mga grades ko nung high school :D) . Pero nitong mga nakaraan na term ko, bihira na ako makaabot ng 80, lalo na last term. Kadalasan nasa 60 na, minsan pa nga nasa singkwenta lang. Pag minalas, 40 o 30+ (*ubo*Intoset*ubo*Modealg*ubo pa*Phyfun2*ubo ubo ubo*). At pag sinuwerte naman, 70.

Masuwerte na sa akin ang 70+, totoo.

Ewan ko ba, pero parang nasanay na akong bumagsak, kahit ayaw na ayaw ko. Nakakahiya kasi e, yung mga kasama ko pa naman sa school, puro matatalino. Parang sila na rin ata e nasasanay nang makita ako na ganito ang grades. Naalala ko tuloy yung pinakauna naming quiz sa Math111, kung saan ako ang pangatlo sa pinakamataas (pag hindi sinama yung dalawang APEX >_>). Pagkatapos nun, wala na. Nagmistula tuloy akong isang one-hit-wonder.

Isang araw, bigla ko na lang natanong sa sarili ko, "Nagiging bobo na ba ako?"

Para bang kahit anong gawin kong aral, memorize, at pagsagot ng practice exercises, balewala pagdating ng aktwal na exam (Teka, nasabi ko na ata ito sa mga dati kong posts. Hmm...)

Hanggang ngayon, hinahanap ko pa rin ang tamang paraan. Kung kailangan kong balikan yung mga nangyari mula nang makakuha ako ng 1.8 GPA hanggang sa magkaroon ako ng dalawang bagsak last term, gagawin ko.

Ika nga nila, "This must be put to an end". Sana nga lang, magawa ko na talaga itong mapigilan, lalo na ngayong term na ito.

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Patawad ulit. Hindi ako magaling gumawa ng title.

2006-01-29T21:49:00.000+08:00

Makikisakay na lang ako, hanggang sa puntong hindi na maging nakakatuwa ang mga nangyayari.

Pero sa totoo lang, hindi na talaga nakakatuwa e.

Chuck Norris Facts

2006-01-25T10:16:00.000+08:00

Chuck Norris' tears cure cancer. Too bad he has never cried.

When Chuck Norris has sex with a man, it is not because he is gay, but because he has run out of women.

Macgyver can build an airplane out of gum and paper clips, but Chuck Norris can kill him and take it.

Chuck Norris once roundhouse kicked someone so hard that his foot broke the speed of light, went back in time, and killed Amelia Earhart while she was flying over the Pacific Ocean.

Chuck Norris doesn't read books. He stares them down until he gets the information he wants.

Chuck Norris only masturbates to pictures of Chuck Norris.

Rather than being birthed like a normal child, Chuck Norris instead decided to punch his way out of his mother's womb. Shortly thereafter he grew a beard.

Chuck Norris appeared in the "Street Fighter II" video game, but was removed by Beta Testers because every button caused him to do a roundhouse kick. When asked bout this "glitch," Norris replied, "That's no glitch."

Chuck Norris lost his virginity before his dad did.

Since 1940, the year Chuck Norris was born, roundhouse kick related deaths have increased 13,000 percent.

Chuck Norris sold his soul to the devil for his rugged good looks and unparalleled martial arts ability. Shortly after the transaction was finalized, Chuck roundhouse kicked the devil in the face and took his soul back. The devil, who appreciates irony, couldn't stay mad and admitted he should have seen it coming. They now play poker every second Wednesday of the month.

Filming on location for Walker: Texas Ranger, Chuck Norris brought a stillborn baby lamb back to life by giving it a prolonged beard rub. Shortly after the farm animal sprang back to life and a crowd had gathered, Chuck Norris roundhouse kicked the animal, breaking its neck, to remind the crew once more that Chuck giveth, and the good Chuck, he taketh away.

Chuck Norris does not sleep. He waits.

Chuck Norris built a time machine and went back in time to stop the JFK assassination. As Oswald shot, Chuck met all three bullets with his beard, deflecting them. JFK's head exploded out of sheer amazement.

Chuck Norris is not hung like a horse... horses are hung like Chuck Norris

Chuck Norris was the fourth Wiseman. He brought baby Jesus the gift of "beard". Jesus wore it proudly to his dying day. The other Wisemen, jealous of Jesus' obvious gift favoritism, used their combined influence to have Chuck omitted from the Bible. Shortly after all three died of roundhouse kick related deaths.

To prove it isn't that big of a deal to beat cancer. Chuck Norris smoked 15 cartons of cigarettes a day for 2 years and aquired 7 different kinds of cancer only to rid them from his body by flexing for 30 minutes. Beat that, Lance Armstrong.

There are no disabled people. Only people who have met Chuck Norris.

Chuck Norris does not have AIDS but he gives it to people anyway.

There is no chin behind Chuck Norris' beard. There is only another fist.

Chuck Norris was known to eat 3 meals a day!.... well he was pretty normal when it came to eating, his meals consisted of aborted fetuses and female goats milk

Chuck Norris once lined up to kick the winning field goal of a high school football game. When the football went flat, he persuaded the referees to let him kick the field goal with a 3 month old child. Chuck roundhoused kicked the baby 60 yards through the uprights and then proceeded to bang every girl in the stadium.

The chief export of Chuck Norris is pain.

Chuck Norris is currently suing NBC, claiming Law and Order are trademarked names for his left and right legs.

When Chuck Norris plays Oregon Trail his family does not die from cholera or dysentery, but rather roundhouse kicks to the face. He also requires no wagon, since he carries the oxen, axels, and buffalo meat on his back. He always makes it to Oregon before you.

It was once believed that Chuck Norris actually lost a fight to a pirate, but that is a lie, created by Chuck Norris himself to lure more pirates to him. Pirates never were very smart.

Chuck Norris recently had the idea to sell his urine as a canned beverage. We know this beverage as Red Bull.

DotA Rant D:

2006-01-17T08:25:00.000+08:00

Geez, one day you surprise your friends by getting a "Beyond GODLIKE" status, then the next day you immediately pressed F10-E-X-X and walked out of the computer shop because your ass got beaten up 978721398 consecutive times.

What's even worse is that whenever I play at home alone, the "Insane" type of AIs always get to kill my character at least once. :(

Yes, I know. This is a DotA rant. Somehow, this game is losing appeal to me... I'm starting to lose my interest in going out with my friends after class or even meeting up with jaykie (Hey, sorry man :<).

Heh, I'm such a quitter.

And by that, it made me practice my favorite Tower Defense games, RPGs, the classic RTS match, and other scenario games (Azeroth Grand Prix, anyone?) even more. Be assured though that there will be no more increase in handicap such as telling how greed is good or asking anyone about who their daddy is. >_>

But all of these doesn't mean that I'll completely quit this game. I may still be playing it once in a while, but not as frequent as before.

And yeah, this is for the kiddies in one of the computer shop where I usually play....

STOP CALLING HIM ABADDON! HIS NAME IS ARTHAS, AND IF ONLY ILLIDAN HAD AN IMMOLATION IN DOTA, I'D BEAT YOU UP SO BAD THAT YOUR PAIN WILL BE EVEN MORE LEGENDARY! FSKING NOOBLET ASDAKFHASJKHFKASJHFKASF D:< D:< D:<
Sheesh.

Sheesh.

Same old, same old

2006-01-05T22:29:00.000+08:00

I was supposed to review past lessons of my calculus and statistics subject tonight for my two major subjects (it's an assignment actually).

But as usual... here I am in front of the computer... going online in the messenger, replying in forums, the usual attention-whoring routine.

Nothing has changed, ne?

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Rejoice, for there is a title in this post.

2005-12-21T10:57:00.000+08:00

Irwin's "Double 0.0" streak has been ended by Phyfun2 for an extra 1.0

Pagkatapos ng limang term, bumagsak din ako sa hindi lang isa, kundi dalawang subject. Majors pa.

Bwiset.

Mabuti na lang, hindi ako made-delay for next term. Yung kasunod nung Math116 ay sa 1st term next schoolyear, at yung Modealg naman ay sa 10th (and last, btw) term ko.

Kailangan kong i-summer yung Math116, pero hindi ko pa alam ang gagawin ko sa Modealg.

2005-12-14T15:08:00.000+08:00

Natapos ko na ngayong araw ang aking huling subject na pinagkuhaan ko ng finals, ngunit hindi ito nangangahulugan na dapat na akong magsaya. Ako ay dehado na agad bago pa man mag-umpisa ang finals week.

Siguro naiisip nyo, "Ay putsa, paulit-ulit ko nang nababasa ang ganito dito! Dehado daw, pero pagdating ng course card distribution day pasado! Minsan pa nga mas mataas pa sa uno e!"

Hindi ngayon. (O sige, pwede mo yang sabihin, pero sa Commat3/Java Programming class ko lang)

Opo, dehadong-dehado talaga ako ngayong term. Ipapakita ko sa inyo:

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Sa Math116 (with matching "Sulong laban, wag uurong..." SEA Games song sa background) , ang average ng mga quiz ko ay 65+52+52+47=216/4 = 54

So 54 x 0.7 = 37.8
60 - 37.8 = 22.2
22.2 / 0.3 = 74 ang kailangan ko para maka-1.0

Napakasaklap isipin, lalo na ang katotohanang sa aking 2nd, 3rd, lalo na sa 4th quiz ay nag-aral talaga ako, pero puro bagsak pa rin. Nakakaasar ang ganun, no?

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Sa Modealg naman, ang average ng quizzes ko ay 39 (oo totoo yan) + 62 + 59 = 160 /3 = 53.33

53.33 x 0.7 = 37.33
60 - 37.33 = 22.67
22.67 / 0.3 = 75.57 o 76 ang kailangan ko para maka-1.0

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Sa Phyfun2 ko, ang average naman ay 38 + 53 (bwisit na-minus 4 pa) + 46 = 137 / 3 = 45.67
Assuming na mas mataas ang finals ko kaysa sa 45.67, 35% lang ng final grade ko ang manggagaling sa average ng quizzes at 50% naman ng final grade ay manggagaling sa final exam.

Kahit na 50% ang passing mark (Ok, pakunswelo na iyon, considering na mahirap talaga ang Physics sa DLSU), malaki pa rin ang kakailanganin ko.

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Alam nyo na siguro kung ano ang mangyayari kung sakaling isa sa mga iyan ay hindi ma-satisfy.

Sabi ko last term, hindi ko na uulitin ang nagyari sa aking grades. Hindi nga siya naulit, mas masaklap nga lang.

2005-12-04T19:19:00.000+08:00

Sa wakas ata nakapag-post na ulit ako : Napakarami nang nangyari nitong mga nakaraang araw, pero parang may pumipigil sa akin na ituloy. Ewan ko ba...

Marami pa naman akong gustong ireklamo tungkol sa sarili ko... halimbawa na lang e yung tungkol sa kasalukuyan kong kalagayan ngayong term na ito. Parang kahit anong gawin kong pagsisikap, nababalewala lang. Halimbawa ay yung isa kong exam sa Math116 (vector calculus), kinuha ko pa yung libreng dalawang oras bago ang pinakauna kong klase (na lagi ko namang ginagawa kapag may-exam tuwing T-Th). Humiwalay pa ako sa mga kaklase ko para lang makapag-aral. Sinagutan ko pa yung practice exercise na bigay ng prof namin, pero wala, 52 lang ang nakuha ko.

Kung isu-summarize ko ang mga problema ko sa mga subject ko ngayong term, which is yung mga kasalukuyan kong quizzes:

Linealg: (75+70+60)/3 = 68.23 (pwede)
Modealg: (39+62)/2 = 50.5 (bagsak)
Phyfun2: (38+53)/2 = 45.5 (bagsak, pero mas malapit sa passing kumpara sa Modealg)
Commat3: (??+??)/2 = sure bagsak, nagkalat ako dun sa dalawang quiz na iyon

Kakatapos lang ng ikatlong exam namin sa Phyfun2, at bukas hanggang Wednesday mag-uumpisa ang mga huli kong pag-asa, bago ang matinding giyera na paglalabanan naming mga taga-Taft sa Dec. 12.

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Just tried RF Online today. And as usual, my class is a melee type warrior.

My race?

Flesh is weak.

Now do the math.

Exerpts from the new Warrior of the Light online issue

2005-11-23T19:26:00.000+08:00

Taking the decision to follow the light

Warrior of the light had begun to believe that is better to follow the light. He had already betrayed, told lies, strayed off his path, paid court to the darkness. And everything continued going well – as if nothing had happened. Now he wants to change his attitudes

When taking this decision, he hears four comments: "You always acted wrongly. You are too old to change. You are not good. You don’t deserve it".

He looks towards heaven, and a voice says: “Well, my dear, everyone has made mistakes. You are forgiven, but I can’t force this pardon. Decide for yourself".

The true warrior of the light accepts the pardon and then takes some precautions.

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Another wrong step

As if nothing had changed overnight, the warrior takes another wrong step and dives once again into the abyss. Ghosts provoke him, loneliness torments him. Now that he is more aware of his acts, he did not think this would happen.

But it did. Shrouded by darkness, he talks to his master.

"Master, I fell again into the abyss ", he says.” The waters are deep and dark".

"Remember something ", responds the master. "What drowns is not the dive, but the fact of staying under water ".

The warrior uses his remaining strength to get out of the situation he is in.

Kwentong DotA

2005-11-22T22:04:00.000+08:00

Mga litrato mula sa post ni Rac (Rock, or whatever :\)

Dahil wala akong magawa at sawang-sawa na rin sa mga problema sa eskuwelahan, napagdesisyunan kong mag-post na lang tungkol sa DotA D:

Heto ang ilan sa mga hero na madalas kong gamitin (Sa ngayon, hindi na madalas. Paiba-iba na kasi ako e. Nanggagago na lang ako ng laro...)

Sven

- Ang pinakauna kong hero. Pinaka-greedy ko ring character. Mahilig mang-stun at sa kasalukuyan, manguha ng creeps (Centaur na may stun bwahaha)

Terrorblade

- Heh. Naaalala ko ang pinakamaganda kong laro dito, walang katactic-tactics. Power Threads, Sange & Yasha, TATLONG BUTTERFLY. Nainggit pa ako sa kaklase ko, kaya nagsama pa ng isang Buriza. Heh.

Bara... (err, basta katunog daw ng Bathroom) the Spiritbreaker

- Nasubukan ko lang ng ilang beses. Wala lang, sarap ding mang-gago dito. NETHER STRIKE!

Viper

- Ang sinusubukan ko ngayon. Priority ko dito ay ang Stygian Desolator, tapos Hyperstone. Ang saya kasi e, bawas na nga yung armor, may poison pa. Na-inspire din kasi ako sa kaklase ko kaya ko ginamit ito. Sabi nya kasi, para daw kasing t*t* nung ginamit nya. E di ayun... trip ko kasing gamitin ngayon yung mga hindi madalas piliin ng mga tao e hehe.

Special Mention:
- Silencer (lagyan ko daw ng Dagon e hehe)
- Lion (Atake. Impale. Kidlat. Ownage.)
- Lich (hindi ko alam kung bakit sa bahay ko lang ito ginagamit D:)

2005-11-18T19:44:00.000+08:00

Nitong mga nakaraang araw, madalas kong ireklamo kung gaano kainit. Hindi tulad noon, September pa lang e malamig na ang panahon. Ngayon, kahit sa shower sa umaga, hindi pa rin gaanong kalamigan. Pakiramdam ko, parang napakalayo pa ng Pasko.

Hanggang sa kaninang umaga...

Paggising ko, ramdam ko na agad ang lamig. Mas malamig kaysa sa mga ordinaryong araw. Pagkaligo ko, mas malamig. Pagdating ko naman ng school, malamig pa rin. Kahit mag-tanghali na, hindi kasing-init kaysa nung isang linggo.

Naisip ko, magpapasko na nga.

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Kaasar, babagsak ata (pero sure bagsak ta talaga e) ako sa quiz sa Commat3 (java programming) class ko kanina. Tama halos lahat ng ginawa ko, pwera lang sa isang bagay: ayaw mag-execute. :\ Kaya malamang, hindi ko alam yung kinalabasan ng output.

Mali ang declaration ko ng array. Tiningnan ko sa bahay, tinama yung declaration, at ayun... Automatic bagsak :
Sa Linealg (Linear Algebra) naman, kakaiba pero kakalungkot din. Kakaiba, dahil nagkalat ako sa exam na iyon, pero swak 60%. Akala ko nga bagsak e heh. Kakalungkot nga lang, kasi yun nga, nagkalat ako nung exam (kahit nag-aral naman ako nun) at sumabay pa siya sa inis ko sa Commat exam ko :
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Oo nga pala, yung inis na naramdaman ko sa mga quiz ko? Wala yan sa nakita ko kaninang umaga.

Habang nag-iinternet at nagbo-bloghopping, nakita ko sa isang blog ng kakilala ko...

...

Napaisip na naman ako...

Siguro nga dapat ko na talagang tigilan ang umasa.

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Simula noong Martes, lagi kong naiisip ang mga katagang "big day".

"Big day"...

Nabanggit yan ni Ms. Soriano (adviser namin nung 4th year high school) sa isa sa kaniyang sinend na e-mail sa YahooGroups namin.

Hanggang ngayon binabagabag pa rin ako kung ano ang ibi nyang sabihin doon. Ang naiisip ko, isang reunion ng class namin. Kung ako ang papipiliin, sana ganun nga.

Ah basta, aabangan ko na lang. Kng sakaling matuloy nga yung hula ko, sana naman ay wag tumama ang araw na iyon sa aking finals week. Heh.

Sabi ko kasi...

2005-11-12T10:39:00.000+08:00

Sabi ko nung isang araw, hindi muna ako sasama pag lunchbreak sa mga kaklase ko...

Sabi ko nung isang araw, bibili na lang ako ng sarili kong pagkain, tapos doon ko na lang kakainin sa J604...

Sabi ko nung isang araw, pagkatapos kong mag-lunch, mag-aaral na lang ako sa library, mula 11:00 hanggang mga alas-5:00 o 5:30...

Sabi ko nung isang araw, hindi ako sasama sa mga kaklase ko na mag-DotA...

Sabi ko, susundin ko ang mga naisip ko.

Sabi ko, hindi na ako babagsak...

...

Sumama akong mag-lunch.

Hindi ako kumain sa J604.

Nag-aral ako kasama ang mga kaklase ko.

Naglaro ako ng DotA.

Hindi ko na naman sinunod yung mga iniisip ko.

At mukhang babagsak na naman ako.

Sabi ko na, dapat sinunod ko na lang yun e.

Random Recent Ramblings

2005-11-05T11:12:00.000+08:00

- I'm too lazy to post.

- Because of the recent fiasco, everyone keeps on saying that La Salle's prestige as an institution is now gone. WHAT'S UP WITH THAT FUCKERS? Sheesh, we did not study in La Salle just because of fucking UAAP, particularly the fucking men's basketball. They just think that way because they like to fucking generalize and show fucking hatred. Plus, I think they're too absorbed with the UAAP. Hmm... Fucking fu... err.. bashers :(

- Part of our machine project (that I'm currently working on) is not yet done. My program seems to display the wrong intersection points and checkpoint display. I need to get this done by tonight or else I have to cram tomorrow. Rats.

- Speaking of programming, I'm here in school, doing my part of the group MP. Alone. I thought my classmates would also go, and I thought there would be a DotA session today too. Heh.

- I'm too lazy to post.

- My favorite pair of pants just got screwed. A portion behind it is about to rip out completely and eventually leave a square-hole behind, thus exposing my underwear to everyone. I will have to stick to my other 3-year old pants and almost-large t-shirts (Most of my small and regularly-sized shirts are paired with the other pants. Meaning I can't wear my Bench tee with my 3-year old pants, only on the "favorite". I mix-and-match them, so sue me.)

- GO ONLINE SO I CAN TALK TO YOU! Or we can meet sometime heh. :(

- The Philippine music industry is slowly becoming a "Cover Republic", where every major artists makes covers from other artists since they fail at ripping-off songs (except probably for Cueshe, who's done a MAGNIFICENT job for both "Stay" and denying the obvious). Sure, you can sing, but please make your own songs.

- Lastly, I'm too lazy to post/

Wala nang bago

2005-11-02T20:28:00.000+08:00

Sa totoo lang, meron sanang bago na mailalagay dito (na ilang araw ko na ring iniisip bago ako matulog). Pero dahil sa mga nangyari sa araw na ito, tuluyan ko na iyong nakalimutan :))

Konpesyons Part 4??? :\

2005-10-15T10:38:00.000+08:00

Matagal na panahon na rin pala simula nung naisulat yung Part 3 XD

Sandali lang, mag-iisip pa ako ng mga bagay na pwedeng ilagay. Yung iba kasi nakalimutan ko na e. Sabi ko na nga ba dapat nililista ko lahat ng maisip ko. :(

Sa ngayon, heto muna ang mga nakaraang "episodes" ng mga naging "konpesyons" ko o_o

Konpesyons Part 1
Konpesyons Part 2
Konpesyons Parts 1 and 2 (Tabulas)
Konpesyons Part 3

A teka, may naalala na akong isa...

- Kapag magsi-sipilyo ako, lagi akong nagbibilang sa mga madadaaanan ko. Halimbawa e limang secondo sa apat na edges, limang segundo sa pinakaharap, limang segundo sa kaliwa, at limang segundo sa kanan. Pag may parteng masakit, ginagawa kong 10 segundo.

<__<

Just when we thought it was all over (for this season)...

2005-10-12T15:22:00.000+08:00

Once again, ladies and gentlemen, the DLSU men's basketball program (and everything that concerns it) is now under fire again.

And it's all because of an recently-discovered-by-accident INELEGIBLE player who have been in the line-up since season 66.

La Salle has offered to surrender the 2004 championship trophy.

What could possibly happen, you may ask? Well, it's anything between these choices:
a.) 2004 championship forfeited, gives FEU a "three-peat"
b.) 2004 (and possibly, 2005) championships will be nullified
c.) DLSU will be suspended next season
d.) Others (Please specify. Make sure it's not any of those "DLSU BULOK ASA ^!*@^#*!^@*# sort of choice)

You can choose more than one.

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Edit:

Fuck you Korina. La Salle OFFERED, hindi pa talaga nasu-surrender.

At hindi kami nahuli. La Salle was the one who told the incident first to the UAAP board.

Yeah, sorry. I am that mad.

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Edit #2:

Now I'm starting to believe that what's happening to the DLSU MBT is directly proportional to my grades in school. Heh.

Lost.

2005-10-06T21:25:00.000+08:00

Tapos na akong magdrama...

Gasgas naman kung ikukuwento ko yung laro...

Kaya eto na lang ang sasabihin ko...

Nanalo ang mga kras ko sa Ateneo Lady Eagles!!!! YEHEY HAHAHA! XD XD XD O:

2005-10-01T19:30:00.000+08:00

Game 2 will be a more dangerous battlefield for the Archers.

But still...

2005-09-29T20:21:00.000+08:00

We lost. Yes, FEU won in game 1, 75-73.

Some things worth noticeable:

- WTF @ the dark jersey jinx. In all of their losses, they were wearing that jersey.

- For the second time this term, I, once again, decided to cut my Engltwo class just to watch a basketball game. *bow* I promise I won't cut again next week hehehe.

- Due to frustration, I got lost outside Araneta. I was walking continously for minutes until I got back to my senses after reading a banner that says "Marikina Shoe Shop".

- No additional 3 points to our quiz in Commat3. (Here's how it works: every win by La Salle against Ateneo, +5 points. every win by La Salle against other teams, whether be it an ordinary game or the finals, +3 points. So far we already have +13; two from Ateneo, one from UE.)

- Also, the surprize quiz tomorrow in our Physics class will become "easy" from "extremely easy". And our long quiz in Oct. 7 will not be suspended anymore. Damn. :(

- Saw two former DPS people: Hanna, my classmate back in 4th year, Luis Fumar and another guy from LK Santos. Forgot his name though.

- I sort of lost my voice today for two main reasons: cheering too hard, and being talkative to my classmates for explaining how things such as backcourt violation and 5-second inbound violation happens. I also wanted to impress the girl beside me too. Hehehe.

- Free Clearasil.

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Marami talagang mga pinutanginang tao sa mundo.

2005-09-28T16:25:00.000+08:00

Wow. Isang taon na agad ang lumipas. Parang nung isang araw lang nung nagtatatalon kami sa tuwa nang magawa ni JV Casio yung mahimalang 3-point shot.

Pagkatapos ng isang taon, nandito na naman tayo.

Hay, FEU na naman. Malaki ang tsansa naming matalo ngayon, lalo pa't hindi pa nananalo ang Green Archers sa FEU ngayong season. Nandyan pa si Arwind Santos, na hindi nagpa-draft sa PBA dahil gusto lang ulit makakuha ng MVP award at talunin ang La Salle. Oo, yan mismo yung sinabi nya. #-o Isa pa, may pangako sya sa FEU na dadalhin nya ngayong taon ang kampyonato. Wow, ano kaya kung natalo sila ngayon? Hehehe! XD

Wala na daw pag-asa. Sabi nga nila e "underdogs" daw kami.

Kung tutuusin, ganyan din naman dati e XD

Kung sakali mang matalo kami ok lang. Ayos lang na matalo kami sa FEU Tamaraws Men's Baskteball Team.

Pasensya na, kailangan ko lang talagang i-specify. Siguro nagiging "bitter" o may pagka-elitista tong pinagsasabi ko, pero eto talaga ang naiisip ko. Ayoko talaga sa audience nila. Nakakaasar. Nakakaasar tingnan ang mga batang sama-samang naka-PE uniform. Nakakaasar yung mga gurang nilang alumni na pilit ginagaya ang Gang Green. Nakakaasar yung mala-tribo nilang "F-E-U!" Mas nakakaasar pag nambato na naman sila ng pamaypay.

Hah. Tingnan natin next season, kung kelan wala na ang "Arwind Team" nyo, kung team nga ang tawag dyan.

Hahaha nakakaasar na ako XD XD XD

Nasa puso na lang yan. Pagkatapos ng mga nangyari sa mga Arkero, nag-uumpisa na ulit mabuo ang kanilang momentum. Kaso nga lang, wag lang sanang maging "overconfident". (Joseph Yeo, eherm...)

Gaya nga ng sabi nila sa GA.net,

"The Animo will prevail."

Animo La Salle.

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Nakakalungkot ring isipin na ang mga estudyante ay pansin na pansin ang pagpasok ng Green Archers sa Finals. Wala silang kaide-ideya na ang anim na taong dinastiya ng isang team ay natapos na.

Finals na 'to

2005-09-25T20:07:00.000+08:00

Hehehe

Sana man lang makapanood na ako ng live game kahit isang beses lang :(

The Ordertaker

2005-09-22T21:03:00.000+08:00

(Don’t make me argue with you
You won’t like it when I harm you)

Waiter! Pa-order naman ako ng porkchop
At tsaka ng dalawa ngang kanin
Lagyan mo na rin ng konting ketchup

Meron ba kayong chopsuey? (Wala po!)
Meron ba kayong adobo? (Wala rin po!)
Meron ba kayong bulalo? (Ubos na po!)
Meron bang kahit na ano? (Wala!)
Wala?

Hoy! Wala na bang ma-o,
Wala na bang ma-order, ma-order
Shet! Meron na ngang menu
Wala namang ma-order, O waiter
Sana naman may siopao man lamang o burger
Pa-order, pa-order, pa-order

Waiter! Pa-order naman ako ng porkchop
At tsaka ng dalawa ngang kanin
Lagyan mo na rin ng konting ketchup

Meron ba kayong chopsuey? (Wala po!)
Meron ba kayong adobo? (Wala rin po!)
Meron ba kayong bulalo? (Ubos na po!)
Meron bang kahit na ano? (Wala!)
Wala?

Hoy! Wala na bang ma-o,
Wala na bang ma-order, ma-order
Shet! Meron na ngang menu
Wala namang ma-order, O waiter
Sana naman may siopao man lamang o burger
Pa-order, pa-order, pa-order

Waiter! (Waiter!) Order! (Order!)
Waiter! (Waiter!) Order! (Order!)
Waiter na gwapito ano bang meron dito?
Waiter na gwapito meron bang
Chicken mami, longsi, toci, at tapsi
Pancit, lugaw, at lomi
Tokwa’t baboy, pares beef
Fried siomai, gutom na talaga ako
Fried siomai, Gutom na talaga ako

Hoy! Wala na bang ma-o,
Wala na bang ma-order, ma-order
Shet! Meron ngang menu
Wala namang ma-order, O waiter
Sana naman may siopao man lamang o burger
Pa-order, pa-order, pa-order

Tanginang carinderia, wala man lamang merienda!
Tanginang carinderia, wala man lang magtitinda!

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@o@

Championship Composure

2005-09-18T20:23:00.000+08:00

From the players, down to the audiences.

It was all about one thing:

Heart.

2005-09-14T15:28:00.000+08:00

Looks like I will be missing the Ateneo-La Salle game tomorrow T_T

I badly needed a ticket (more specifically, an Upper A ticket since most of my classmates wil be sitting there), but I wasn't lucky enough to get one. Oh well :(

Now on to my next problem: I still can't decide whether or not cut my Engltwo (Read: 2:40-4:10 p.m.) class tomorrow. If I'm not able to see the game live in Araneta, then I'll have to resort to watching it through the TV.

Yes, I'm that desperate. :(

4th Term - Miracles DO Happen. Sort of.

2005-08-28T20:29:00.000+08:00

I changed this post because Blogger kept on screwing the original post up. :

Also, I liked the fact that I was able to make a long post... but I realized that it was only about one subject, and I have to write 6 more. x_x So I completely scrapped the whole idea and decided to make this post as simple as showing my final grade on one subject and even giving some of my personal opinions.

Let's start, shall we?

And oh yeah, bear with my grammar please? THX ;o;

Moving on...

(In order of which I have received its course card first)

1. Matchel (Chemistry Laboratory for Mathematics Majors) - 3.5
- Sheesh, if it weren't only for my 19/30 final practical exam, I could've gotten myself a 4. Well, at least I'm thankful to my two great lab groupmates.

2. Relstwo (Church and Sacraments) - 3.0
- Amazing. Even my two classmates (who both have received a 3.5) cannot believe that we got this kind of grade, even with my failed quizzes. Hmm... it must be because of our report... I dunno. Big thanks again to my two classmates (who happens to be my chem labmates). Special thanks to Sr. Pinky. Thank you Jesus.

3. Math115 (Analysis 2, Calculus for short) - 1.0
- Not much to say. After having lopsided quizzes and final exam, I was still able to pass this course. God is answering my prayers. Hehehe. (Damn you, you're a math major and you have almost-flunking grades. This is also a 4-unit course too, you know... How could you... T_T )

4. Mathche (Chemistry for Mathematics Majors) - 2.0
- They say that students get most of their highest grades from non-major subjects. In this case... well... let's just say I screwed up a bit on my quizzes, and my final exam as well. ;)

5. Commat2 (Computer Mathematics 2) - 1.5 (not again )
- When you're good at programming, you're supposed to know it very well. So good that you can do a single program just by writing it on a piece of paper (When programming in C++, you have to 'compile' and 'execute' it just to know it runs well and withour/or at least with minimal errors). Mine's a completely different case actually, as I have SUCKED bigtime on written exams. Too bad the final exam was written too. T_T

6. Intoset (Introduction to Set Theory) - 1.0
- My 37% first quiz wasn't even enough to fail me. Hehehe. But a 1.0 is STILL a 1.0, so... *sigh* :( (Hey at least it's better than failed)

7. Phyfun1 (Fundamentals of Physics 1) - 2.0
- With the exemption of our professor's magic tricks, this deceivingly-named subject isn't really that fun. You're looking at Physics, and the next thing you know, it became Calculus already! And by the time you realize that it's Calculus, it became Physics again! WTF!!! Also, even with a 50% passing grade, my quizzes were going downhill. You can call my grade a miracle actually. Hmm... Must be one of his magic tricks again. Hehehe.

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So there you are, you just saw how stupid my grades are, and how much I really suck at college now compared to how I do in high school. But I don't want to go into that again, so I guess I'll just have to end my post here.

At Last

2005-08-25T18:58:00.000+08:00

Natapos din ang final exams ko...

Now all I can do now is wait, and pray that I have passed all my subjects..

2005-08-15T10:45:00.000+08:00

Asa.

Labo.

Ayoko na.

Tibagin si Matibag

2005-08-10T20:21:00.000+08:00

Susunod sa "The Matibag UAAP Show"!

- Pagkanta ng Alma Mater hymn, bawal na sa mga UAAP Games!
- UAAP (University Athletic Association of the Philippines), gagawin nang UAAA (University Athletic Association of Adamson)!
- Drummers ng bawat Pep Squads sa labas na magpeperform!
- MORE DUMBFUCK REFEREES!!!!!!!

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http://pinoyexchange.com/forums/showthread.php?t=224121
http://pinoyexchange.com/forums/showthread.php?t=220529

I sort of agree with the PEXers... Adamson is REALLY having their way in the UAAP :(

1st Round

2005-08-08T12:56:00.000+08:00

So, just like what I told you, a comic about UAAP Men's Basketball.

I just wish it ends up like last season.

You know, Someone will get 7-0, then ends up with a 3-4 card in the 2nd round, and eventually drops out for the finals slot. The ones going in the finals are the 5-2 and the 4-3 1st rounders...

NO SHIT! There's a chance that it will be an Ateneo-La Salle finals! WOOT! :D

Anyways, yeah I wish it'll go that way. But things change. Ika nga nila sa PinoyExchange Forums: "Bilog ang bola." FEU is still a strong team. Surely they have a slot for the final four, heck, it could even go all the way to the finals.

Heh. If they lose in the final four or the finals, I'd laugh at Arwind. Kekekeke.

But just like I said earlier, "Bilog ang bola".

And by the way, for the sake of those who doesn't know what the term "nerf" is all about:

Nerf - to reduce abilities and/or effectiveness in battle; to weaken. Widely used in the internet, especially in online games.

Ex. "OMG MONKS R OVERPOWERED! NERF ASURA PLZZZZZ!"

Err, ok... moving on...

2005-08-06T21:30:00.000+08:00

I was just surfing around the PinoyExchange forums until one of the members gave a link that made me stumble upon ABS-CBN's UAAP Season 67 site.

Then I saw this:

http://www.abs-cbn.com/uaap/video2004/093004-dlsu-casiotrey.wmv

Ahh, that precious moment....

/nostalgia

Flying Fist

2005-08-05T09:11:00.000+08:00

Heh. Sa wakas nakahanap din ako ng computer na may Paint para lang matapos ito.

Heto ang tunay na istorya sa likod ng comic na ito:

Dati kasi, pauwi na ako galing sa school kasabay ang mga kaklase ko. Habang nasa MRT, kinanta ng isa kong kaklase sa akin yung kanta sa advertisement ng Pampers na paasar.

Classmate: "Bulaga! Bulaga! Flying kiss! Flying kiss!"

Me: "Baka gusto mong makatikim ng Flying Fist!"

Last month lang ata yun, pero ngayon ko lang naisipang gawing komiks, kasabay ng aking pinakabang kinahuhumalingan: ang pagdodrowing sa MS Paint D:

Eto na lang muna sa ngayon. Meron na akong ideya para sa susunod kong komiks, ang kailangan ko na lang gawin ay hintaying matapos ang 1st round ng UAAP Men's Basketball. May kinalaman kasi yung susunod kong komiks don e heheheheh...

2005-07-31T19:24:00.000+08:00

Here I go again with the "I have a new idea, but when I already logged on to my blog I became lazy to post." mentality again :(

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Joke of the Week (courtesy by... me D:)

Habang nasa UE bench....

Assistant Coach: "Coach! Ang laki na ng lamang natin sa Adamson! Dapat palaruin naman natin ang mga rookie natin para magkaroon naman sila ng experience sa UAAP!"

Coach Dindo: "Hmm... Oo nga no... O sige, palalaruin na natin ang mga rookie natin!"

Assistant Coach: "Ay teka coach, NAGLALARO NA PALA ANG MGA ROOKIE NATIN!"

Coach Dindo at si Assistant: "HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!"

:

Haha.

2005-07-21T09:06:00.000+08:00

http://content.ytmnd.com//97000/97529/image.gif

1-2

2005-07-18T09:27:00.000+08:00

It's still a long way to go.

Libreng Kape

2005-07-15T19:44:00.000+08:00

Sa loob ng limang araw, ngayon lang ako pumila para doon sa libreng kape na bigay ng Nescafe sa school namin :D Matagal-tagal na rin simula noong huli akong uminom ng kape... mga apat o limang taon na ata? D:

Ganon ba dapat kapait ang kape? Kasi yung sa akin, isang pack ng ordinary creamer na lang ang nilagay ko (wala nang hazelnut flavor T__T) at naka-apat na sachet pa ako ng asukal para magustuhan ko yung lasa. XD

Ok na yun, at least hindi siya mocca frappe o kung ano pa mang mamahaling kape ang nainom ko XD

WTF Moment

2005-07-15T09:26:00.000+08:00

http://greenarcher.yehey.com

Kasing-amoy ng Lobo

2005-07-11T08:16:00.000+08:00

Seryoso, amoy lobo talaga yung pantalon ko ngayon. <_< Sabi ko na nga ba dapat kaninang umaga pa lang pinalitan ko na yung pantalon ko e.

Actually, matagal ko nang napapansin na may nangangamoy-lobo malapit sa higaan ko (yung ibang mga pantalon ay nakasampay sa tabi ng higaan ko) Pero kaninang umaga ko lang nalaman na sa pantalon ko pala galing yung amoy na iyon.

Asar na asar talaga... sa sobrang inis ko e muntik na akong magpaalam sa tatay ko na umuwi muna sa bahay at magpalit ng pantalon. Madali lang yun kung tutuusin, e kaso sa Quezon City pa ako umuuwi e! Kung alas-nwebe ako aalis e di mga halos alas-dose na ako makakabalik ng La Salle :(

Kaya ayun, ang ginawa ko na lang e pumunta sa malapit na botika at bumili ng pabango. D: Kung sabagay, naubos na rin yung isa kong pabango e, kaya kailangan ko na ring bumili ng bago XD

Pagkatapos bumili ay dumiretso na ako sa pinakamalapit na C.R. at hala-sige-buhos ng pabango sa pantalon XD

Mamaya bago mag-klase sa Intoset, maglalagay ulit ako sa pantalon ko XD Baka mangamoy ulit e :(

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Balitang Kahapon:

DLSU 78 - ADMU 60

To be honest, I thought Ateneo would win. Kahit na umabot ng 50-20 nung halftime, naniwala pa rin akong makakahabol pa at mananalo ang Ateneo. (sama ko no?)

Pero panalo pa rin la Salle e :P

Nadelay nga pala yung laro kahapon ng mga lagpas kalahating oras, at iyon ay dahil lang sa isang walang kwentang pag-advertise ng Ford Focus. Punyemas, isang car show sa isang "historic" (hey, it's the rivalry :P) basketball game #-o Ano bang gusto nilang palabasin? Na puro Lasalista at Atenista lang ang makakabili ng ganoon kamahal na kotse? Isang napaka-elitistang patalastas naman niyon! Mga P*!(@&#(*! sila XD

Walking Contradiction

2005-07-09T12:10:00.000+08:00

by Greenday

Do as I say not as I do because
The shit's so deep you can't run away
I beg to differ on the contrary
I agree with every word that you say
Talk is cheap and lies are expensive
My wallet's fat and so is my head
Hit and run and then I'll hit you again
I'm a smart ass but I'm playing dumb

Standards set and broken all the time
Control the chaos behind a gun
Call it as I see it even if
I was born deaf, blind and dumb
Losers winning big on the lottery
Rehab rejects still sniffing glue
Constant refutation with myself
I'm a victim of a catch 22

I have no belief
But I believe
I'm a walking contradiction
And I ain't got no right

Do as I say not as I do because
The shit's so deep you can't run away
I beg to differ on the contrary
I agree with every word that you say
Talk is cheap and lies are expensive
My wallet's fat and so is my head
Hit and run and then I'll hit you again
I'm a smart ass but I'm playing dumb

I have no belief
But I believe
I'm a walking contradiction
And I ain't got no right

I have no belief
But I believe
I'm a walking contradiction
And I ain't got no right

2005-07-07T18:59:00.000+08:00

Mathematical Analysis 3 (MATH115) - 4 units - A continuation of Analysis 2. It covers polar coordinates, indeterminate forms and improper integrals, infinite sequences and series, 3-dimensional space, quadric surfaces, functions of several variables and evaluation of multiple integrals in Cartesian coordinates. Pre-requisite: Mathematical Analysis 2 (MATH114)

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I don't want to fail this subject.

Never.

2005-07-05T20:58:00.000+08:00

Why Don't You And I
Carlos Santana feat Chad Kroeger/Alex Band

Since the moment I spotted you
Like walking round with little wings on my shoes
My stomach's filled with the butterflies...ooo and it's alright
Bouncing round from cloud to cloud
I got the feeling like I'm never going to come down
If I said I didn't like it then you know I'd lied ooo

[Chorus:]
Everytime I try to talk to you
I get tongue-tied
Turns out everything I say to you
Comes out wrong and never comes out right

[Chorus:]
So I'll say why don't you and I get together and take on the world
and be together forever
Heads we will and tails we'll try again
So I say why don't you and I hold each other and fly to the moon
and straight on to heaven
Cause without you they're never going to let me in

When's this fever going to break?
I think I've handled more than any man can take
I'm like a love-sick puppy chasing you around ooo
And it's alright
Bouncing round from cloud to cloud
I got the feeling like I'm never going to come down
If said I didn't like it then you know I'd lied ooo

Every time I try to talk to you
I get tongue-tied
Turns out everything I say to you
Comes out wrong and never comes out right

So I'll say why don't you and I get together and take on the world
and be together forever
Heads we will and tails we'll try again
So I say why don't you and I hold each other and fly to the moon
and straight on to heaven
Cause without you they're never going to let me in

Slowly I begin to realize this is never going to end
Right about the same you walk by
And I say 'Oh here we go again' Oh

Everytime I try to talk to you
I get tongue-tied
Turns out everything I say to you
Comes out wrong and never comes out right

So I'll say why don't you and I get together and take on the world
and be together forever
Heads we will and tails we'll try again
So I say why don't you and I hold each other and fly to the moon
and straight on to heaven
Cause without you they're never going to let me in

So I'll say why don't you and I get together and take on the world
and be together forever
Heads we will and tails we'll try again
So I say why don't you and I hold each other and fly to the moon
and straight on to heaven
Cause without you they're never going to let me in

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This song... old 4th year high school memories... ack... @_@

2005-07-05T08:41:00.000+08:00

Buwiset... halos isang oras pa bago yung una kong klase ngayong araw o_O Sinabi ko pa sa sarili ko na papasok ako ng maaga para mag-"nerd mode" at mag-aral sa aming calculus class dahil nga bumagsak ako sa unang quiz (refer to my previous post, "27/60") :(

Kahit papaano e nakapagbasa naman ako ng kaunti. Kaso nga lang e medyo 'di ko siya naintindihan, lalo na sa sarili kong handwriting >__<

Ayayayay paano pa ba ako makakabawi nito T__T

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Maraming beses ko nang nasabi dati na titigil na ako sa paglalaro, pero di ko naman talaga sinusunod.

Ngayon, totohanan na ito.

Well actually, matagal na akong tinatamad maglaro dahil sa mga kadahilanang:
a. Wala nang matinong online game community sa Pilipinas. Kung hindi ka makakakita ng bot o ng kahit sinong mandaraya, puro naman mga abusadong mangmang naman ang makakakasalubong mo.
b. Kawalan ng sariling character na may mataas na level.
c. Mabagal magpalevel-up ang monk ni Jaykie. 1% exp per hour sa normal rates. Mabilis na daw iyon :(

At siyempre, ang pinakamatinding dahilan ng pagtigil ko sa paglalaro ay ang dalawang bagsak na quiz sa mga major math subjects ko. Kailangang makahanap ng panahon para makapag-aral...

Kaya ayun, seryoso na ito. Siguro maglalaro lang ulit ako kapag sobrang taas na ng mga grades ko sa math ehehehe.

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Ako ay nasa isang pangangailangan ng mga sumusunod na bagay:
1. La Salle T-Shirt - pang-UAAP lang XD
2. MP3 player - I need music dammit :(
3.ticket para sa game sa linggo - hehehe

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Para kay Jaykie:

Sensya na, wala kasi akong magawa sa computer lab namin nung isang araw e.

Pwede na ba ito? (click to view larger):

I think I need help

2005-07-03T11:01:00.000+08:00

http://www.cnn.com/2005/TECH/internet/07/01/kicking.the.net.ap/index.html

But at least I'm not going hardcore. I have control over myself.

LOL INTERNUTS -_-

27/60

2005-07-01T13:31:00.000+08:00

27/60 = 0.45

0.45 x 100% = 45%

Luckily naging 52 na lang yung total score.

So its now 27/52 = 0.52

0.52 x 100% = 52%

Yes, that's how miserable my 1st quiz in Math115 is.

Screw Zergs

2005-06-23T09:07:00.000+08:00

TAAAANKKKK RUUUSSHHHHH!!!!!

2005-06-22T19:49:00.000+08:00

I'd like too call this the "A Day in the Life of an Above-Average Lasallian".

Human-like Robot! D:

2005-06-21T20:32:00.000+08:00

from http://news.nationalgeographic.com/news/2005/06/0610_050610_robot.html

EDIT: Pic and link are too big #-o

http://news.nationalgeographic.com/news/2005/06/images/050610_robot.jpg

June 10, 2005—Quick, which one is the robot?

Repliee Q1 (at left in both pictures) appeared yesterday at the 2005 World Expo in Japan, where she gestured, blinked, spoke, and even appeared to breathe. Shown with co-creator Hiroshi Ishiguru of Osaka University, the android is partially covered in skinlike silicone. Q1 is powered by a nearby air compressor, and has 31 points of articulation in its upper body.

Internal sensors allow the android to react "naturally." It can block an attempted slap, for example. But it's the little, "unconscious" movements that give the robot its eerie verisimilitude: the slight flutter of the eyelids, the subtle rising and falling of the chest, the constant, nearly imperceptible shifting so familiar to humans.

Surrounded by machines that draw portraits, swat fast-moving balls, and snake through debris, Q1 is only one of the showstoppers at the expo's Prototype Robot Exposition, which aims to showcase Japan's growing role in the robotics industry.

But given Q1's reported glitch-related "spasms" at the expo, it may be a while before androids are escorting tour groups or looking after children—which may be just as well. "When a robot looks too much like the real thing, it's creepy," Hiroshi told the Associated Press.

—Ted Chamberlain

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The should start making Astroboy right now! :)

I'M TELLING YOU! ROBOTS ARE GOING TO CONQUER ALL HUMANS! D:

Five Five Five.

2005-06-20T15:24:00.000+08:00

Nasabi ko dun sa isang post na bumagsak ako sa first quiz ko sa Commat2... pero di ko nabanggit na iyon ay ay written part lang nung quiz.

Habang tina-type ko ang blog entry na ito, kakatapos ko lang sa aking programming quiz.

Matrix multiplication. Sa totoo lang, ngayon ko lang ito na-gets. At ngayong araw ko lang din ito nagawa ng tama.

HAHAHA.

Seeing red again

2005-06-20T09:27:00.000+08:00

The Red

They say freak
When you're singled out
The red
It filters through

So lay down
The threat is real
When his sight
Goes red again

Seeing red again
Seeing red again

This change
He won't contain
Slip away
To clear your mind

When asked
Who made it show (Who made it show)
The truth
He gives into most

So lay down
The threat is real
When his sight
Goes red again

So lay down
The threat is real
When his sight
Goes red again

So lay down
The threat is real
When his sight
Goes red again

Seeing red again [x7]
Seeing red

They say freak
When you're singled out
The red
It filters through

2005-06-17T13:48:00.000+08:00

Para bang ang lahat ng problema na posibleng mangayri ay bumagsak sa akin.

Sa linggong ito, kasama ang sa Math115 (Mathematical Analysis 3 na tinatawag kong "math na pang abno") last week, lahat ng mga naging exam ko ay sumablay. Ang mas malala pa dun, baka lahat ay sumalpok sa dalawang itlog.

Polar coordinates ng karimlan. Sinumpang vector matrices. Maling maximum height na umabot sa mga maling acceleration at velocity.

At kanina naman, symbolic logic na masyado kong minaliit. Porke given na kasi ang mga rule of inferences, binasa ko na lang at "inintindi" ang mga nasa notes ko. Ayan tuloy, apat sa anim na tanong ay hindi ko natapos (ngunit 'di nangangahulugang blanko).

Ang mas masama pa dito, isang buwan pa lang simula nang mag-umpisa ang term. Habang patagal ng patagal, lalo akong humihina. Paano pa kaya ngayong nag-uumpisa pa lang e nagkakalat na ako.

Wala na, masyado na akong bobo. Hindi na ako yung nakilala ng mga tao noong high school. Masyado na akong pabaya.

Hay buhay.

*****UPDATE!

Ako ay naka-58 sa Commat2 1st quiz!

Weeeee~

c___c

1/3 True Feelings

2005-06-11T08:34:00.000+08:00

Kowareru hodo aishitemo
sanbun no ichi mo tsutawaranai
Junjou na kanjou wa karamawari
I love you sae ienaideiru my heart

Nagaku nemureani yoru ga kimi e to omoi
Sore wa koi na n desu to sasayaku yo
Tomedonaku katari nakeru yureru todou wa
Binetsu majiri no tameiki e to kawaru

Give me smile and shine days, kimi no smile de
Itetsuku yoru samusa no mo good koraerareru

Kowareru hodo aishitemo
San bun no ichi mo tsutawaranai
Junjou na kanjou wa karamawari
I love you sae ienaideiru my heart

Mannatsu no ame no you ni kawaita suhada uruosu
Kimi no egao ga mabushikute

Give me a smile and shiny days, kyuu ni sumasanaide
Donna ni konnan de nankan na kabe mo koeru kara

Dore dake kimi wo aishitara
Kono omoi todoku no darou
Mitsumerareru to ienai
Kotoba ga chuu ni mau
Hanarereba hanareru hodo
Itoshii hito da to kizuku
Motomereba motomeru hodo ni setsunai kyori wo kanjiteru my heart

Give me smile and shine days
Give me smile and nice days
Moshi mo kono ude de dakishime-aeta nara
Dore dake kimi wo aishitara
Kono omoi todoku no darou
Yume no naka de wa tashikani
Ieta hazu na noni
kowareru hodo aishetemo san bun no ichi mo tsutawaranai
junjou na kanjou wa karamawari I love you sae ienaideiru My Heart

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Amf LSS ako dito XD

Dinosaurs tried to attack Noa's Ark? o_O

2005-06-08T20:15:00.000+08:00

Click here -> http://www.livejournal.com/users/theferrett/519211.html

At first, I thought it was a joke, but as I scroll down through the pictures, I had a sudden change from "LOL" to "Hmm..."

Here's one of the book scans:

http://www.theferrett.com/pictures/Dino5.jpg

:-?

ZOMG HIGH GROUND = HAX

2005-06-02T09:27:00.000+08:00

*post Star Wars Episode III post*

http://www.vgcats.com/comics/?strip_id=150

Obi Wan: "It's over Anakin! This high ground adds a +5 to my agility!"

Anakin: "HAX!'

LOLZ XD

Also, I thinkDarth Vader has a point. I mean c'mon, Obi Wan slashed his legs and the lava burned his fucking skin (yeah I think that scene was hilarious), so that would make him a handicapped Sith. But sadly he would be excempted from the parking ticket if only he leads the Empire in a wheelchair.

"NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Seriously, that made me twitch. :

2005-05-31T21:35:00.000+08:00

/whine

Ok, since bukas ay umpisa na ng aming unang exercise sa aming chemistry lab, nasabi ko sa tatay ko (actually noon pa) na kakailanganin ko ng lab gown at goggles para sa experiment. (requirement ang mga iyon) Sabi kunin ko na lang daw sa bahay.

Kanina, una kong nakuha ang goggles. At aba, @#&@#^%! naman o! Hindi lang sa *medyo* may kalumaan, puno pa ito ng gasgas! Napakalabo pa! c_c

So ok na... konting linis ko lang, at pwede ko nang pagtiisan ang lab goggles na iyon para sa susunod na tatlong buwan.

Sunod naman ay ang lab gown.... Aba'y mas lalong nakaka-#*!@#*@&#*@#%@! ang binibigay nilang lab gown sa akin! Hindi lang sya basta gusgusin, may mga palatandaan pa ng kalawang sa ilang parte nung lab gown c____c

Ako'y isang gusgusing tao. Kahit ako ay bagong ligo at bagong bihis, hindi makakaila ang pagiging pangit, maitim, may "kadumihan" ang itsura. At lalo pa itong madadagdagan...

Salamat na lang at pang-isang term lang ito. c__c

Medyo naasar din ako sa mga magulang ko. Minsan, pag meron akong inaasahan sa kanila, iba naman ang mabibigay nila. Nung humihingi ako ng matinong lab goggles, ang pilit na binibigay ng tatay ko nung una ay yung tipong pang-70s ang style ng goggles. ;o; Humingi ka ng t-shirt, bibigyan ka ng makaluma. Magpapabili na lang ng brand ng gel na hiniling ko, wala lang dun sa pinagbilhan ay ibang brand naman ang binili.

Ay ewan. Nagiging maarte na ako. Hahahaha.

First Day Fuc... err... Funk <_<

2005-05-23T18:33:00.000+08:00

Ngayon ang unang araw ng pasukan para sa A.Y. 2005-2006! Weeeee!~ XD

At para mas masaya ang unang araw, dissolved ang aming first subject sa umaga! Whoopeeee!~

AY ANG SAYA! TATLONG ORAS NA LANG ANG HIHINTAYIN BAGO ANG SUSUNOD NA KLASE! D:<

At aba! Sasabay pa ata ang Engltwo namin kung saan sisiyam lang kaming nakaenroll! Buti na lang at hindi daw nadissolve ang klase namin.... kung hindi... nako ayawan na. :

Sabi nga ng isa naming kaklase, "Kaya nga sumusunod sa block schedule para walang problema e. Kung ano pa ang nasa block sched, yun pa ang madidissolve..."

Heh. Buti na lang masaya (at tahimik :P) ang aming dalawang natirang klase ngayong araw.

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"FROSH! FROSH! FROSH! FROSH! FROSH! FROSH! FROSH! FROSH! FROSH! FROSH! FROSH! FROSH! FROSH! FROSH! FROSH! FROSH!"

"Hahaha ang daming frosh!"

"Tumatanda na nga ako!"

In everything I do...

2005-05-18T08:17:00.000+08:00

Nobody gives a fuck.

Now I know! :D

2005-05-11T21:48:00.000+08:00

Minsan ba e nagtataka kayo kung bakit may mga taong di nyo kilala, at bigla na lang kayong ipi-pm sa YM?

Nasubukan nyo na ba silang kausapin?

Ako oo! XD

Disclaimer: My comp's clock is screwed, so sue me.

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I checked her profile, pero wala akong nakita :P

Dang! XD